life second

is been long time didn’t blog…..

tired of life and work again…

but thankful.. today is the day where we leave KL to our destination!!!

YES!!! HERE WE COME LANG TENGAH!!!

can snorkel, enjoy the sun, and relax…

 

Also give thanks for what is happening in school right now. Evaluation is over, marking is over, just waiting for the papers and filling in report card. Then have to wait for PT Conference, meet up with parents. Talk here and there. And new semester is here soon.

And mostly the children who are sick has return back to school.

Bout personal life, is call complicated. I got no idea what he think. Say i change, putting blames, digging past life, accused me. But he still say he should this and that. he can’t control. Part of mentioning is his act. But how come, he didn’t realize, he change? and the way he talk is 2 person? Sometime this and sometime that. That make people frustrated. He doesn’t even know what he want! Then say me this and that… Sigh to him…

 

And by Christ name, I did no wrong to anyone and i live according to God wants me to live. I had enough TOO!!!

didn’t realize teacher’s day has passed but the real day celebration in kindie is not yet…

We are currently having Mid Year Evaluation. So time being, we can’t held any party or whatsoever. And is a traditions to leave it to the last day before school holiday.

 

School is a dangerous place now to become a infected place of A H1N1. The disease spread all over… Sigh.. Now Eunice Woon, and Toh Willbinn, both my fav student is resting at home. Contaminated of it. Pray that there won’t be nothing serious happen to them.

ponteng

oophs… piggy life style makes me ponteng church again.

em… sigh………

past

how would u feel if ur ex gf or bf, come to you and said, “can we get back together? those things happen has past and since we known each other for so long, lets not waste our time though there is lots of girls and guys waiting for me outside.”

What do you felt?

Proud?

Sympathy?

or… you will think as bullshit?

 

In my mind, i will just say, “Now only you know how precious am I? Knowing how good am I to you, that is why you willing to come back to me after so many years.??” This is what i am going to say if i really meet this kinda people. But of course not making it till embarassing. And it wont promise to be together with him or anything better.

 

What you have now, is the most best things you have. Past was the most you ever had. Future, yet to see, and it will be granted good, if we crop it nicely.

 

So, cherish what you have now, and be appreciate everything you have. At least you had before… :)

??Bullshit??

Lying is the most best idea…

Talk…. Bullshit!!

Monie celebration 2010

Rakuzen in Chulan Square for dinner .

Before that, stop at Sg. Wang to purchase shampoo. At first glance after so long did not been down there, it was so quiet. Don’t feel the crowds around.. So peaceful. And it given me a picture of Sg. Wang is going down, just like other mall nearby.

But I’m sure Sg. Wang won’t face that kind of problem.

Then head on to Isetan, Lot 10. Wanting to visit the bar there. It was so ambience (wrote by magazine) but I did not really go up to the 8th floor. Seems scary to go alone. But there will be next time.

Next to Pavilion waiting for eewern together to Rakuzen. Had a bit of chat… It is indeed a good time gather around with ex school mates. It was so cool, laughing, remembering past, sadness, and etc.

Of course, wanting to gather more. But we know each other timing as well. :)

Cheers, buddies…

On!!!!

OPEN OPEN OPEN!!!

Is Open again....

Memoires of Grandpa

Yes, I’m happy and be graceful enough to watch something that makes my family proud. And is Ip Man. Originally guy from Foshan who knows Wing Chun Kung fu.

Why i said, makes my family proud? It is because I remember what my mum told me that my grandpa, (means my mother’s dad) knows Wing Chun.

And to come and realize it when I’m young, I still remember, he worked as a Chinese Meds Therapy doctor. As a Chinese doctor that time, it was an awesome job. But come to think more of it, I still remember his house, there is a big punch bag hanging right after the middle hall way. And there is a wood block which Ip Man has it used it to practice hand hitting. Hahaha… been trying to hit that wood block before, i still remember, it really made of heavy wood that could injured hands if doesn’t even know how to use it. Even so… I also did remember, grandpa did also practice his martial art there. Teaching his son(my uncle), basic steps in “Chat Ma”.

Yea…  that makes my family proud. I’m so proud to have him as my grandpa. And i remember, how he love me and my sisters. We were so close together. His name is Wan Siu Loon. A unique name for such a “great” grandpa.

 

I Love You.

Unworthy

how unworthy am i? I can’t get love from u? Because of your act, saying me this and that. How am i suppose to live? According to your words? You say one thing, i must follow? Do i have to live like a dog? What do you take me as? Important? Or not? When I’m being told I’m childish, being scold, saying things untrue about me, why wouldn’t you protect my name?

Is it I’m unworthy in You??

Mother’s Day celebration in GB

today GB celebrated mother’s day and Christine birthday. It was actually kinda busy day for me to toast the bread. Haha.. My job was to toast the bread for the kids to make sandwich. Sigh.. how i wish i could be more useful. as in helping out. But i didn’t complain to any of them. As i got to know, serve and u will be served. Just take it la. Is part of ministry.

We have a little surprise for Christine as she is busy for her flower host for service. And good to say, she do it in the room, where no one else could disturb her and she don’t know what is happening outside. We have prepared a birthday cake, noodles, and kfc. When we invited her out, she cried because of so touching, we prepared it for her a little surprise. As usual sang song blar blar n blar.. :)

Then after GB, i went in office just to finish the church tshirt design. And i did get jealous why would they call pastor to eat but not me. Em.. another problem from me.. Why would i be so negatively. Sigh..

But i do felt glad, that time i come out right after finishing, I was being asked where am i, I received flower from my Pionner girl, Siew Yee. Thanks to her to cheer me up with flower. And Wye Yan too, as she served and willingly help to pack food for me as i was rushing to fetch my mother.

Thanks to u guys. I know God did something else behind me. He calm me down every raging sea.

 

The bear cost RM60 and the love cost RM10.

( handmade bear )

hurting again

the entire was already tired. back home adding tired from him.

and this is the last time where he said, things is over…

he deleted my stuff in msn, hotmail and etc…

this made me hate what he is doing. so immature, stupid…

y cant he let me live happy by not seeing him anymore, letting me have my friends…

how could it be that selfish from him to stop me and all my friends to communicate and even to chat. keep saying i LIE, HIDDING, and did say imI’m coward…

what it is to prove im a coward? Did he even realise what he is doing and thinking is right or wrong?? How can such man act according to his will?

OMGsss.. Is making me throwing temper again and again. and i did even asking my mum to leave as she trying to help. I was in lost… My mail has been deleted which i urge for it. I was in a lost mood and just slept for 3 hours plus…

Why on earth he want to make me suffer? Is that nice? making himself more better? =.=”