At one very moment, I feel like crying. It seems everything trying to bully me.
Eg; the bus driver just told me, they won't pass by infront of house for 10 days. I was like, WHAT?? how am I going to walk everyday? And further more when I told him I'm stopping by behind, he just send me to the nearest bus station which is another side of the flat which is far away from house. How can it be? They didn't announce it.
My tears comes quickly. I felt the world has been abandon me.
Another case was Edmund case. How can he check on my phone again. This time more worse. He threw the phone, blamed it to me and scolded me with harsh word. How can I forgive him. His jealousy is getting more and more. How do I need to face him? Tolerate? Trying to let him do what he thinks is right? By then, I'm like a barbie doll! What am I for?
Everything trying to bully me. I'm hurt, sad and sick of all these. I can't take it anymore!!
God please help me, this little girl of yours need solution to the answer.
Sad Journal life
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Fall/slip on floor
Well, long time didn't post anything here. Guess everything has been the same as usual. Life with Edmund is just part of argument and good @ peace.
This time is a big thing that happen to impact my life and my body. I slip felt and had a knock on my head. Is considering quite serious because I felt I had 2 blackout without seconds. I still manage to realize what is happening to me. But the main cause of fall, it might be bags laying around the floor by some kids. It also part of my hurries to cause me to fall. The moment I felt, I couldn't even stand at once. But still consider lucky because I still could sit down and to think that I couldn't faint. It will just give a shock to kids.
The moment of it, I really could feel the pain on my head. The knock really impact me. Went for immediate doctor check up. Doctor said, if I didn't feel dizzy or vomit I don't need to go for CT scan.
So far, it didn't happen to me till 630pm which is now since this morning. I scared, I'm just try to avoid it to happen even the dizziness. Anyway, I know a lot of people has been helping and caring for me. It is really glad that I realize there are bunch of people still willing to care for me no matter what. Is really glad to know. May God will continue to heal and look after after me. Everything is by faith. God is my strength yet my provider.
This time is a big thing that happen to impact my life and my body. I slip felt and had a knock on my head. Is considering quite serious because I felt I had 2 blackout without seconds. I still manage to realize what is happening to me. But the main cause of fall, it might be bags laying around the floor by some kids. It also part of my hurries to cause me to fall. The moment I felt, I couldn't even stand at once. But still consider lucky because I still could sit down and to think that I couldn't faint. It will just give a shock to kids.
The moment of it, I really could feel the pain on my head. The knock really impact me. Went for immediate doctor check up. Doctor said, if I didn't feel dizzy or vomit I don't need to go for CT scan.
So far, it didn't happen to me till 630pm which is now since this morning. I scared, I'm just try to avoid it to happen even the dizziness. Anyway, I know a lot of people has been helping and caring for me. It is really glad that I realize there are bunch of people still willing to care for me no matter what. Is really glad to know. May God will continue to heal and look after after me. Everything is by faith. God is my strength yet my provider.
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