Friday, June 10, 2011

Argument

Unexpected things happen today. As everything went quite smoothly for 4 days. But it happen on the 4th night. I’m kinda surprise to see what had happened. Old things still remain in the old body. The attitude of forgiving and the power to grab hold and worried still there. It really make me see how he did.

In every conversation ended me with a smile but this make me frown. I couldn’t even smile and say anything. It all bounced back to me… All the things happen, sms, communication with friends, social networking such as fb, and twitter makes a person jealous and worried. I have refrained myself from doing it so much yet it still the same results.

Do less, gets words. Do more, also gets words. Why don’t I do it more?

But I can’t. Because what I did, I do care for him. But he did not realize it. How could it be? How could he always lock himself up in the box and not setting himself free to look things at all better view?

Without judging, pointing fingers, without mentioning what I should do where by I’m more conscious of the situation , all these could end up with a SMILE.

But with these, I really can’t.

And I’m wondering, which blog should I put into all my these feelings.

GRUMPINESS, SADNESS, and LOVE

Monday, June 6, 2011

Hike on Bukit Saga

Sat, filled with Happy morning, as it was my only holiday for the week, I went out hiking with my buddies. We were planning for a simple outdoor activities that to fill our time and enjoy fellowship.

Went to Bukit Saga instead of any other place which were far. This is my first time there. It was quite a hard job as long time I did not do such hardcore activities. In MAPs, were different, Broga were easier and less and shorter route. But this Bukit Saga, there are few route to follow. It just made us to a simple one as our first time.

We follow a route where more people intend to follow. Quite tough for certain area as no rope to hold on. My fear was height. Yup… For first, I’m afraid of it. But I steady my self because I know the Lord is there for me. My faith has lead me thru every circumstances. Luckily I was with my buddies which we look after on another.

After reaching up the summit, as we all know, there is a waterfall.. Just like in FRIM. We head to our another journey to get our satisfying feel to see waterfall.

Is indeed, a great time there. Up and down hill. Obstacles… Then WATERFALL…!!!!

Cold and good place though is crowded. Is worth. We just watch the nature.

After the waterfall, we head back our trip back to the summit of Bukit Saga. It took us quite a long journey back there, but the road is smooth not much obstacles like up and down hill. Just puddle of mud.

When upon reaching, we were happy to reach at least we could have a rest before going down hill again.

Yup indeed a good day to hike. It took us about 5 hours for first time. Smile