Activities + Washing

this is the most tiring day in Broga... Every participant leaves this place today. And is an empty spot again. Is good for resting actually. :)

Yesterday as i was mentioned, there were a group of old people that will handled by Billy, this group was actually from the Grace Assembly. They came to support their own church place. They were one family members. Seeing old, young, and adults in 3 generation of family coming together was good. They done  mostly flying fox as it was exciting for them. For Leap of Faith, only a girl named Esther do it. But she was so scared up high to catch the bar that was so far away from her. Then for the rock climbing, a woman, did it to top. Then the 2 kids, as i have mentioned Esther and another is Sarah. Esther did it quite well. She could climb so fast for the first and second time. It was amazed. As for Sarah, she is the youngest ones, she could not do it because of her heights. Her leg is not long enough to go to next step high. But it was an enjoyment seeing 1 big family coming together to participate in the activities.

And today, as usual, morning wake up at 5am, going out for sunrise again. Dark cloudy cloud blocking the sun coming out again. Sigh.. was so sad.. Live in Broga, but could not see it coming out without the clouds. Aiks... But am happy to see the big family could really reached the top. Wow!! They even made it to the second peak. I was so shok to see the old lady to walk up hill with tongkat stick.!!! Hehe...


After the climb, all of us, head for breakfast which had been prepared for us. Chatting with the family making me feel relax, especially the girl Sarah, did gave me alot of joy. Even Esther she was so sporting to try to persuaded me to draw with her while in the dining room@meeting room. . ^.^

Well, after the family left, I was incharged to do cleanning up, of all the equipment. Have to wash the helmets, pulley strings, harnes and etc. A tiring day washing things especially those helmets. They are dirty and really stinks. Haha.. And i did finish it ady by my own strength. If i could have time, i will wash the rope also. But it is really tiring for me to do now. Guess, i be doing it tomolo. Since no one will be coming again tomolo.

P/S: New year is near... Wondering what can i do in Broga....

3rd day in Outbac

Is been the 3rd day I am in Outbac, working.

Well, first day experience was tough. As I need to handle a group of people, doing "Belay". Aiks. Tough for the kecil miau like me. That i have to pull the string when they are up, in the "Rock Climbing" and "Leap of Faith". Minimum strength and size can't help much. But there is someone whom have experience to help me on and to tell me what to do. I guess I can do it much better next time. The most thing i enjoy to do here is flying fox. Not much energy using. Just climb up the high ladder then tie up people.  XD

2nd day is the long day activities for me. As i need to get up early in the morning at 5am. Not sleeping in the staff quarters but sleep in the office due to too many people was in Outbac. Sob sob.. Waking  up, same thing, getting ready for Broga Hill. No more problem as in getting up and going down. Maybe because of my new pair of shoes??? Hehe... Then come back rest for a while. Waiting for another group of people coming in at 9am. Wow... Activities non-stop till 5pm. Dr Yap was being introduced to the group. Charmaine was with the group together coming along. Majorities in the group are malays. But it doesn't matter because God news can be spread all around to everyone. :)

Having a great fun and theme building with them. Actually is a quite devastating for them, seeing them "less fortunate" in the company. But they have proven that, they are good and excellent worker. :) It hopes to teach them so method in how to handling and facing problems in the office.

ar well, 3rd day is the free day~~~ wouuuu~~~
been sleeping dunno for how many hours. Waking up early in the 7.30am.. Cycle to office, had a lil. breakfast outside the obstacle place. Then cycle again to the whole Outbac. See and check out things everywhere. Saw water lilies growing from the pond. It was beautiful and grown gracefully. And i checked out the lil.frog. Eventually all grown up to mini tadpole. Such an amazing things that only happen in 1 day. Everything can be changed fast. But why not human? Sigh....

Had a rest till next group coming in in 1pm... Another day to go through. Billy is going to handle them, because mostly of them are old people. So, have a clicke!!!! XD

Thank You

A big thank you to those who had given me birthday and Christmas present. I like all of the presents. It is so useful to me. I really love it.

Mostly, i would like to thank my boss, Christine for her continually support in my life. I knew this special lady from the STM Camp in 1998. She is the one who became my "Guardian Angel". Someone who looked after me during the camp. From that onwards, she has been always my guardian angel. People who supporting, helping, loving, and caring for me. She also plays a part as a lovable mother  to me. Cook lunch, and dinner for me. Whatever comes from her, is a precious gift from God. Is also a blessing from God that I have took it from the angel. And whenever I'm in need, she tries to help out. Is so amazing, how God blessed me.

in 1 week…

holiday start on 25th. but guess what?

i will start my work in outbac tomorrow. will work for a week.

 

WHAT??? Can’t survive without work?

well, is rather than doing ntg. Thought of going to penang for holiday but no one is free for me. For that, i will spend alot of money. so, i choose broga. A place to relax myself, play, fun, refresh before start in kindie again. Is kinda headache also cause work there is “tough”.   :P   is better to work than to spend.

well… is God plans i guess. Just do it.

Don’t miss me ya.

Returning to outbac.

Christmas

weee…~~~~ is christmas..!!!

celebration here n there.. decorations all very nice in the shopping mall. The day has come again in once a year. It suppose not an event to celebrate. But joy to the world that the saviour was born XD

 

yesterday, church had an evening service. Not many people attended but is also very merry.

after dat had dinner + celebration of aaron birthday there. Looking for good food in TGI Friday. Is just so convenient and is Friday! hehe…

the most is giving and receiving and even sharing. Happy for it.

On Christmas eve

  On Christmas Day (The amount increased)

presentation

1 more day to Christmas. An event to be meaningful.

So tired after doing the slide show presentation for the Christmas party celebration. Doing it for 3 hours ady.

tired……

wondering y it took me so long.     

pictures….  effects…… transitions……

sigh.

but I’m doing it with a joy because I know well the purpose why I’m doing it because it meant to spread God good news. XD

 

May God grant everyone a silent night.

Surprisingly, yesterday in Redbox Plus, Pavilion, i was holding the mic for the whole night just to sing songs. To those who knows me, they will feel surprise because i never wanting to hold it more then 2 songs. Indeed is a good night when i release all my breath in the room. Everything is just fine and i did enjoy my night, though is only 3 friends with me. I’m satisfy!

 

Thank you Khong Sin, for buying me a cute little small cake which is enough for me alone to eat it. It is the second time that she made a cake appear on my birthday. :)

Thank you Pui Yee for coming and selected every song for me, sing with me, and laugh together.

Thank you Suet Yin your willingness to come even though you have to help out your mum at stall. I love you!

 

Specially thanks to those who wishes me, calling, sms, and etc. You guys are great! May God bless you all too!!

 

Agape.

24 years old and 1 day.

 

Come to Bethlehem and see,

Him whose birth the angels sing;

Come, adore on bended knee,

Christ the Lord, the new born King.

                                                                             

To find true joy at Christmas, look at Jesus.

Number

Number for magnum today.

How I thought it won’t come out. But it does. Is the first time. And is nearing my birthday. And I did make a promise to someone when this number is out. But i guess, it won’t work out because I could not bear it.

24th Birthday

yeah!!! This is the day!

Im 24th… Wow.. time flew…

Hehe…

Went up to Look out Point with Shook Kwan, Pooi See, and Choi Peng. Thanks for their time to spend a short meeting for me. It was a nice one. Thanks especially Pooi See, she is working on Public Holiday and still hang out with me until 1 o’clock. Choi Peng as she rushed back from her friend birthday also. Last but not least, Shook Kwan, she was shopping with her mum in Econsave, drive us, and even have a birthday cake for me…!!

I’m so touched. Though there is no birthday song, but we know what is most satisfying. That is friends.

This is what i called true friend. XD

Have to wake up early morning to go shopping tomorrow with Aunty Connie in Ikea, 1U, and sorts. Hehe… and at night, party time in Redbox Plus, Pavilion.

Will update the rest in tomorrow. :)

2 days has over. Now left 1 more days..

3 days......

Broga Hill Outbac

What? Again? Not bored meh??

Hehe… This time i went there with my fellows youth groups. Which is in combinations of teens, college teens and young working adults. This 3 groups age range is around 13 – 32 years old. Actually is not bored when u have a companion of laughter, good groups to be there.

 

Day One 

Before we start our journey, everyone was lingering around in church compound very happily because very curious of how does the place look like, exciting, seeing friends that cant see often. When the time we reach Outbac, everyone was feeling hot and sweating because of the weather is “really” too hot for everyone. Everyone was looking for shelter and air-cond if there is. When the workers there, Cecelia, Richard and Billy open up the main door for us, we were so happy to see our hall which we going to use for 4 days and 3 nights. Though the air-cond is not perfect enough for everyone, but we fill with joy seeing nature around us.

We have our first orientations, start with a simple introduction from our instructor, Billy and Cecelia. We checked in after the intro. Who knows, air-cond is not cold enough in the room. And makes everyone complain in da room. But is ok… As we know, is just a campsite, we do not expect it to be a 5-star hotel.

After arranging bed sheets, pillow, selecting the beds in the rooms, we moved on with our first session, “Don’t Be A Stranger”. Douglas planned the game “Guardian Angels”, which we did not played for a long time since 2003?. After taking owns papers for own mortal, we moved on to next programme to wash out, then dinner.

Is tiring for all of us to start our first sessions on the first day. Aiks…!! What to do, have to stay on awake for the session “HOLY or HOLEY”. And we do learn what Holy means.

H = Honoring God     

O = Obeying God       

L = Loving God         

Y = Yearning for God

Day Two

Wow.. waking up early for Broga Hill as planned. Tiring. 5am wake up. Sigh. Second times going up hill. Walking again.. Sob Sob  :’(   but kinda exciting to see da sun. Well, as normal being a facilitator have to guide people up. Is Amber again. Haha… Well, she made a good record this time. Reaching up faster than the first time. Though can’t see the sun, cause black clouds covering the sun but the view is still nice. Quite cold and i do enjoyed the time when on top of hill with Cecelia, Billy, Richard and Eve too. We had a few picture taken with Eve. :)

Then we walked down hill back to Outbac. Reaching there around 8.30am and is time for breakfast. Haha… Everyone was so hungry and never had enough of ‘Nasi Lemak’. Immediately finish breakfast, we had morning devotions.

Argh!!! Sleepy head wanting to sleep but still attending Session 2 that is “What is Worship?” Well this theme is a directed message on how to worship.

Worship is a lifestyle so does Holiness.

True worships is thru mind, emotions and will.

Wanting ZZzz… when attending Workshop 1 “Mid-Sex Crisis”. We actually were divided to boys and girls to tell out what makes a man, MAN and what makes a woman, WOMAN. A war happen in the room as we debating. Hehe.. But it all make clear by Pastor Augustine.

When time Pitstop, means resting,I straightly went to bed ZzZzzz… Can’t take it anymore. :P Then move on to game time which also organised by Douglas. Sigh… Helping out to watch them over thru the game. What a boring job and still remain sleepy.. haha… After game, everyone bathe, dinner bathe and here goes Session 3 “How to Stay Holy”…

Luckily I’m a night ghost. Hehe… Actively stay awake at night time.

It tells us that life transforming is to be more like Christ.

“Be Salt and Light to all people”.

And Pastor Desmond, asking is there any people who would like to receive Christ as personal Saviour. And i was praying hard that there will be people who accept Christ in this camp. Silent on. Great news received when being asked for second time. There is… They are Qi Tyng, Joanne, Michelle, and  Katherine.

Praise the Lord!!

 

Day Three

Waking up at 7.15 am, breakfast, morning devotions and Session 4 “Perseverance” starts. It truly encourage new comers in God presence to preserved on in Christians Life. After Session 4 ends, lunch with the game guardian angel. The whole day was free… Proceed with the outdoor games planned, then Kayaking, Rock Climbing, Flying Fox and Cycle. Outdoor games planned makes lotsa injuries to everyone. And I'm the only one who have to take care of them. I become a paramedic, caring the safety box all the time, here and there. Sigh… Exhausted but is fun to tortured them with yellow antiseptic. Haha…. :P

After all injuries being wrapped up, I myself also enjoyed all the activities. Having a great time with youths in the pool. :P

Every outdoor activities end at 6pm, as instructors demand. We went to shower up and be prepared for the finale session of fun. Having a simple skit with story line. The groups have to acted out accordingly. Really have a good laugh when it played.

A tired night also. Went to bed at 11pm. Everyone given exceptional to 12pm as it is a last night for everyone after the laughter and enjoyment in it.

 

Day Four

Guess what? Climbing Broga Hill again. But this time without instructors. Only me, Chee Wai and Sheryn. Wow.. what an energetic people. Haha… We made up to hill and down hill in 20 minutes. Quite fast. But rested a while because Sheryn could not take it. Haha.. Her first time. Me and Chee Wai is just an companion. And I be a guide to them as I went up quite alot :P There is not much people because it was Monday morning and only 1 gang of people when we were in the journey up.

Get to rest and enjoyed scenery before the sun rise. It was a nice weather and is so nice to finally seeing the sun rise. :P Haha.. And we rushed back to campsite for breakfast and morning devotions. Chee Wai thought of tapao some ‘bao’ for the youths. Thanks for Chee Wai for the company to uphill and the ‘bao’. Haha.. Laughed myself when i sapu all ‘bao’ from 2 shops. :P

After devotion, we moved on with the last session of “No Longer A Stranger” where we disclosed who are the guardian angels for everyone. Had a short sharing of how well feel bout them camp. Then lunch.

When lunch is over, felt quite miss Outbac – the instructors (friendly friend) and place. Have to go home liao. A good memories that keeps in heart. Being close with the workers there. And I appreciated the friendliness that they had with me. Hope the friendship bonds won’t died off. XD

 

Hehe… After went home, Am still a sleepy head, but i made promised to go out with friends for movie, “Ninja Assassins” the movie is great. Hehe… Going out full throttle with energy with friends to enjoy the movie. Reach home at 11pm. Zzzz after that……

did some one try to hack my password…

strange.. i guess there is..

all i want for Christmas is Bearbrick toy..

Well is all listed in my wish list as well…:P

moon

the sky is so bright at night. moon is perfect and is so big, round and bright.

just love it.

Listening and Doing

^{James 1 : 19}My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, ²⁰for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. ²¹Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.

²²Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. ²³Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror ²⁴and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. ²⁵But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.

²⁶If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. ²⁷Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Kid Holiday

Kinda joyful to have a good holiday with kids. surrounded with joy. Less stress, less work. Is mostly rest time and preparations for Christmas Time.

Went to swimming a week before.

As today, decorating the Christmas Tree and preparing art craft for children to do invitation to the parents to informing for Christmas Party. Bringing them out for McD. Everyone happy and have fun. Tv, play time, chit chat.

More to go on coming days and weeks.

It was meant to be. To hurt you. To help letting go. To the goodness of your future.
Whatever it is, things need to have sacrifice when you really need to do a things which put more effort. Any how and then, is part of plan. You can’t have all things to be done at the same time.
This is life. Whatever been offered, it will been taking back one day.
Is more like life and death. God offer you your life, it will soon be taken up back. Better heaven, bad hell. No one knows. Is a must.
So just be it. And I’ll accept everything for sure.
What is owe, more, less, extra, or whatever else left on this world, i will just forget bout it. As i can’t bring it to heaven or hell. And i won’t regret of what i do, what have been done, not done, as i did no wrong to myself and to God. Stated clearly in my life on what i should do as an adult in adults life.

For the Fruit of the Spirit is in control in my life.

Psalm 119:6
Then I would not be put to shame when I consider all your commands.

Proverbs 8:13
To fear the Lord is to hate evil; I hate pride and arrogance, evil behaviour and perverse speech.

p/s: you will understand once you see more clearly of the world.