Care and concern

Now, u guys could have see what happen to me and my family.

I'm once again, got screw up in the family. A true tragic...

I am bitten up by my own dad after such a long adults life. It was since below 12years old, he never hit on me. But who knows, what cause it, what trouble it, my attitude, my behavior, or his?

I'm not quite for sure. But all i know, it happens in the house where only 3 person in the house. That is my aunt, dad and me. My aunt don't even try to stop my dad for his action. Just being so "Lucky" to be the one who become a victim in the house. In that sense, i could say, i save my elder sister (Alister) or even younger sister (Sheryn) for being the first victim after in adults age.

Did he got mental problem? or whatsoever? I don't wanna judge and think about it.

What i know, when things or problems happen, it happen from both sides. It also depending on how to control your temper.

And lucky to say, I got Edmund by my side to support me. He be the one who take care of me when this accident happen. Thanks also to mum. She receive my called, and rush over to SAVE me.. Also to people who care and concern, Aunt Connie, Aunt Christine, Alister, Christine and people who knows bout this happening.

And for my hatred, I know i'm not suppose to be. Just wanna say thank you for being my dad after so long till last year Father's Day and now it happen such a thing like this, i couldn't bear it anymore to say, I don't want to be your daughter anymore. I wish i could live freely without you. (All this is a soft word part, for hard word) FUCK U LA!!!

Sorry to make u guys worried....

Like mother like daughter

Some people said, "Like Father Like Son". Means u react exact as your father.

But for me, I react like what my mum. I felt i have her characteristic even though i met her not so often as in once a year or mayb more, like 3 times a year???

When we met up today, i realise I begin more like her. It was so much thinking, so much things we been through that we known.

Hard to describe...

But title explained all... XD

Love u mum.

Another person who is more like me... ( That's the reason i like u??) Hehehe....

having a look on my sweet heart album picture. He is so cute when he is young!!! OM Gosh!!!

It look exactly the same as he is now. Cool... But he like to laugh when he is young. So sweet... ;)

car wash

Action speak louder then words.

Yeap..!! is true.. :)

Today, around 7pm, Edmund and I, went to wash car. It was a long story bout the car. I think i could say, it is the dirtiest car i sat in?? am i? or venom's car? or etc....??? forgotten bout it. But I'm okay with its condition of being dirty. It is not like puddle of mud everywhere or rats or bugs n the car. It is cleaner then the other cars which have small little creature inside the car.

Well, since i sat on the car, i don't really complain much. But when it comes to everyday, i realize it was dirty inside. The carpet was full of lil stones, sands, etc. Of course it is cause by me. Of course i'm the only one who sat there. I complained for around, 2 weeks?? I guess is around that time.

And only today, i could have asked him and made him had his decision to wash his car in his area, Kepong. It was definate fast. We reach at 7.10pm and finished at 7.14pm (not including vacuum).
Plus the vacuum, it only around 7.20pm. And it is super duper CHEAP!!! only RM6 for all..

I had a WOW... :)

And here it goes a brand new clean Kenari that drove by my sweet heart. ;)

too much think about sometimes, make u feel lost in the world.

the more u think about it, the more u won't believe in it. It is like an illusion running in your mind, that you couldn't control it at all. It will gives more negatives input more than the positive.

as people said there is always evil and angel on top of your head trying to smack each other, stabbing one another or even fighting just to make sure u think the right things.
It looks like this.




erm.... just be positive....!! think less and work it out. Action is louder then words. Action will let people see and view more changes in u.

holiday

Is my first holiday with someone...

woke up early in the morning. seeing someone. breakfast. and have a stupid plan after breakfast while driving me home. it was going to genting plan.

Well, i just have a sudden mind, after pass by batu caves where he said, " If my car does have good braking system, i would bring u up to genting now". It does shock me when i come out with sudden plan, that we go up with public transport. Em...

just after the thought, Terminal Putra Lrt is just right in front, and we just turn in and check out for tickets. The down part was, there is bus to up but no bus to transport us back to KL. Argh!!!! Wat laa.a...... After a wild thought, we gave up, and head to KLCC for a walk, window shopping. Have a tea time in Starbucks after a great walk. Chat and chat and chat as usual.... Wanting to get to the garden, too baddd..... it was raining. Journey continue to walk in KLCC. After half an hour, we head up back to my house for Makan Time..

Having dinner in Quan Cafe. chat again... Not boring though being with him.. ^.^
Picked up Wendy to tong shui. Hehe...
Chit chat, fellowship with her then head home again.

That how my holiday goes... hehe

Feeling Lucky???

Em.. Having the feeling of being lucky where ever Edmund and I been going. When we reach certain area for foods, drinks or movies, we could find the perfect parking that is just so Right in front of the place we wanna hang out.

Is not just for first or second time, is every time.

Let's put on few experience that happened.

1) Going to yum cha in Old Town, Pandan Indah. As some of u know, that place is always crowded with people and car, but we still manage to park right in front of the shop for few times.

2) Yum cha in Momo Cafe, the same row, area as Old Town, we still manage to find parking just right infront of the Cafe.

3) It just happened 2 hours ago, going to Ajimal Mamak in Sri Petaling after ICU. Having a slow route journey to the place, jammed with cars with double parking, But still we manage to park right infront of our mamak seats.

4) ETC, ETC, n ETC

Haha...!! Wondering who is so lucky charm. Me or Edmund?? Erm.. But we are happy for everything that has happen.


P/S: Imagining he sing praises? He does!!! XD

Likeness + Commons

1) We share same common interest.
2) Easy going person.
3) Same type of person.
4) Auntie Shooky, mention, we both look alike... Wahahha...
5) Don't mind of things that happened.
6) Willing to sacrifice for each other.
7) Care and concern of each other.
8) Above all....
too bad.. He is not Christian.
But is ok...

He is willingly, come to CHURCH!!!

yea..
Praise the Lord

P/S: There still more. Likeness 1, 2, 3 is more then enough for me in the moment of time. Hoping 8 to come. ^^

Someone who made changes in my Life.

~Sweet smile~



Cool looks??

Thanks for letting me know that you could be the one.

Things might be going so fast.
But there is things that happen is so much likeness in us and it does not stop us being together.

Just a short term life, you made me know there is someone who is foolish enough is always be there. And there is you. XD

No matter what's your past life happen, things comes wrong in your way, I won't blame you for what had happen. I will support u from now onwards. Sad, unhappy, happy, cheer, etc, i will be at your side. That's why in FB, we so fast engaged to be recognized to the world that you are the One for me.

Thank you for what had happen for last few weeks. Day and night pass so fast, and same goes with our relationship. I don't mind being talk bad or good from people. The whole thing is, I know what am i doing. ^.^V

Thanks Baby Ed...

Rainbow house (28th February)

Never thought of what is Rainbow house.

A happy place? A place where God put His promises? Or a Rehab?

Is everything there. Is a place for woman, who were addict to drugs, gambles, etc.

I'm so proud of these woman who lives in there. There were great, courage, brave and not even shy to face the world. I'm humbly came to know how they live their life.

It was pain, and suffering, and even in stressed. But seeing their changes in life, it does make me having a happy smile where people will change themselves if they pursue on changing their life. Not by force, but by will. It might not be God's will at first. But when it comes to God, they are willing to be humble to come before Him, and listen to God's word. They are so enthusiastic to know who is Him.

And i'm sure God will forgive their sins, if they does repent.

Here's the link to picture on that day.. http://randy28.multiply.com/photos/album/73

Christianity

There are people who ask me, what is Christianity.

and the answer flash back to what Douglas had told us in ICU meeting. He told us that, when people do ask, u should give a life testimony not more then 20 minutes.

I could not find any resources of how to give my life testimony in 20 minutes...

I could not give an answer. What i replied is "Is a journey with God, where u have to see and look inside me."

Obviously, it won't works. As in people won't seeing or observe your life for so long. But still, i remain with silent. Hoping that, people will see Christ in me, N I'm in Christ.

To make it short, God has made known to me, be sure that, I should BE IMITATORS OF GOD, from last years onwards. Thanks to the PHOS Youth camp. U guys Rock's!!