Merry Christmas

Wishing everyone enjoy their parties, celebrations and outings on this day.

Baptist

I'm into the House of the Lord..!!

hehe... Guess what? I'm baptist to become someone newly in Christ. I have accepted Christ, the Lord of Saviour into my life once again without rejection. I can't hide from Him anymore. It is my destiny. Out of it, i don't feel suffering or different. I felt Joy, Love and sorts that really cheer me up. Is a ritual of going the proses of being a Christian.

Baptism with 3 W *- Word
- Water
- Witness

Baptism with 3 B *- Body (Bread)
- Blood (Wine)
- Body of Christ (Church)

This is what Pastor told me. It is in my mind. What to do? I'm fated to become Christian.. Wahaha....!!!

Guys having test on camera again... :P Poser!!!

19th December 2008

This is too much to blog... Hehe.. Just view the picture and u will get it clear. :)

Here's the link or just click on the title.

http://tamz18.multiply.com/photos/album/44/19th_December_2009

18th December 2008

My real day..!! Ntg much happen.

Work day.. can't take leave. Sigh.. Because of the children. But do have a great time doing party with the children. Daniel Lok doing his birthday together with me. It means 2 person on the same day doing the party. Massive? Nope.. Happy? Yes!!! hehe..

I'm the most happiest person that day because Daniel's and Carmen's mum made me a cake!!! The first jelly cake i ever had. Is amazing..!! Their mother made 2 cakes in 1 night. That was a big surprise that as their teacher, i do get my part!! XD

Daniel's Cake

My Cake

Last But not least, not to miss out the person who dedicate their time to sms and to call me...
Appreciate it very much cause they do remember me!!! Can't express much my feelings.

Choi Peng, Shook Kwan, Ken Weng, JiNn, Rennie (my Aunt), Wai Kit, Suet Yin, Chin Pin, Phui Leng, and etc..

to the friends u see me on my birthday or belated, on facebook or etc and etc, thanks for the wishes too..

17th December 2008

My 23rd birthday coming!!! Yeah.. hehe.. is past but still blog on it.

That day, only me, Pooi See, Shook Kwan and Choi Peng gather up for my birthday celebration. It looks sad cause no one is free for me. But still worth it. I had my great time.

After work, been to yulek, for food, steamboat. Then we head up to Mont Kiara for our drinking sessions. Don't think wrong!!! Is not normal drinking sessions and is not mamak sessions, but is rather not cheap or expensive drinking in STARBUCKS!!! Our likeness~~~~!!!!

Biting my darling..

Letting hug by my sweet heart..

Nothing to do till wanna poke each other nose... Sigh..

Pooi See, Shook Kwan, Choi Peng

Wow.. see my face.. Erm.. Liking her so much!! :)

Thanks alot buddies for great time!!

PHOS Camp

A lot of things that i did not mention on blogs cause not much time to spread around thru blog.December month i miss out PHOS camp.. but is ok.. here's the picture can view. Lazy to load in and this is from Chee Wai's camera... :)

http://randy28.multiply.com/photos/album/62

when u make a mistake
don't look back at it long
take the reason of the thing
into yours mind and then look forward
mistakes are lessons of wisdom
the past cannot be changed
the future is yet in your power

present for christmas???

still thinking of it.. what to do with it... what to buy... and even how to find money.. hahha... joking d.
countdown coming soon. happily waiting for it.

baby Johnathan 1st month

hi.. just went to see johnathan. getting cuter. :P get to see the picture in multiply.

Been lacking off to watch movie that shows in cinema. Wanting to buy pirated, but heart say NO! haha... I'm a good citizen. But watched a show "vampires that admires me". The movie was sucks. :P by the way, not much comment. it sucks because vampire movie meant to be chiller, but it makes the whole story to become jokes and even sexy and pretty ladies are there. Check out yourself.!

Jonathan

Just met my buddy May Ping's son named Jonathan Choy. He is a new born baby on 17th October 2008. Time would be around 1-3 pm.

Kinda cute and intelligent boy.

When we called his name, he would give some respond, even though the time we visit is around 9pm, and is kinda late for a baby. When he sees us, he put a smile on his face, when we greet him.

Friends trying to carry the baby, all of us are scared to do so, cause is a new born baby. And i didn't get a chance. Too Sad!! >.<>

Watching him to fall asleep, is like a treasure from heaven. A big diamond or jewel after the hard work of the mother to born and having the child. She did talk bout the experience that she gone through in the wad room, and the time how she manage to push the baby out.

And this goes through my mind. MOTHER YOU ARE ALWAYS THE BEST!! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!

Lost...

A week ago, i had a tragedy happen to me..

It happen after back from my Girls' Brigade outing to Sg. Klah, Sungkai. The trip is fun and enjoyable. This is the hot spring park. The place is amazing with different types of water temperature. There is 30-40 celcius, 40-50 celcius and even 100 and above celcius. The place provides eggs boiling, natural waterfall (cold water). All the girls enjoy the outing. And i ended up with some flies bites and it still on my skin. >.<

After the crazy trip of the girls and officers, that happen my tragedy. Do you know what it is? Sigh... Poor me.. My precious, I/C, driving license, atm and even my wallet dropped. I guess is was my silly mistake that don't hold tight to my wallet when i'm about to go for dinner from car. Forgetful me, with a sleepy head the whole morning till afternoon, work out for the girls' in Sungkai, has make me blur minded.

Reported to police in Klang cause happen in Klang.

I just applied back my I/C which cost me RM 110. Poor me, with my empty wallet given to the reception. But 1 thing that cheer me up is ... my new picture in I/C which looks better..
ahhaha...
Then next rush to Puspakom to have back my driving license. It was a rush cause the Pendaftaran Negara place there have taken me quite a long time about 3 hours + which till around 4.30pm. Sickening and tiring. Surprisingly, in Puspakom, everything done in less then 10 mins. And i'm the last person in the room.

Lucky to me also in Puspakom cause my driving license end this year, if not, I would have to pay extra $$ to renew it. Which cost me RM110 also, RM10 for registration, RM90 for 3 years (not a headache to renew every year).

There goes my empty wallet. Very empty... RM200!!!! Sob sob.. :'(
Only left less then RM10 in wallet. Surviving till the end of the month.
No atm, no money, but still lucky got some saving in cupboard. hehehe..

Cheer cause God provides some ways even though is a small road, but is worth to living.

when u make a mistake
don't look back at it long
take the reason of the thing
into yours mind n then look forward
mistakes r lessons of wisdom
the past cannot be changed
the future is yet in your power

Blogging on Merdeka Eve???

Wont u think blog is only for those who are super free? Who cant even spend a little time to blog are the person who have life?? Em!~~

Thought of these things before.. People who have no life, only come out and sit infront of computer and blog? But comes to Kenny Sia or other blogger, they could sit infront of computer to blog even how busy are they. Are they insane? Or are they super hyper to come home and blog after a such big events?

ConfuseD!~

And i'm completely Boring on merdeka eve..

There is a friends' party in Port Dickson. But i guess i wont attending. :D

Picture of Zouk

Please be remind.. lazy to load here.

View http://tamz18.multiply.com/photos/album/32/Zouk_Celeb_Fest_aka_Masquerade_Party for the picture. :)

FINDING AND KEEPING A LIFE PARTNER

When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, noone wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%,it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach tofinding Mr./Miss. Right! If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married,they'll say: 'We're in love'; I believe this is the ..1 mistake peoplemake when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based onlove. Though this may sound 'not politically correct', there's aprofound truth here. Love is not the basis for getting married. Rather, love is the result ofa good marriage. When the other ingredients are right, then the lovewill come. Let me say it again: 'You can't build a lifetime relationshipon love alone'; You need a lot more!!!Here are five questions you must ask yourself if you're serious aboutfinding and keeping a life partner.

QUESTION ..1: Do we share a common life purpose? Why is this so important? Let me put it this way: If you're married for20 or 30 years, that's a long time to live with someone. What do youplan to do with each other all that time? Travel, eat and jog together?You need to share something deeper and more meaningful. You need acommon life purpose. Two things can happen in a marriage: (1) You can grow together, or(2)you can grow apart. 50% of the people out there are growing apart.To make a marriage work, you need to know what you want out of life!Bottom line; marry someone who wants the same thing.

QUESTION ..2: Do I feel safe expressing my feelings and thoughts with this person? This question goes to the core of the quality of your relationship.Feeling safe means you can communicate openly with this person. Thebasis of having good communication is trust â€' i.e. trust that I won'tget 'punished'; or hurt for expressing my honest thoughts and feelings.A colleague of mine defines an abusive person as someone with whom youfeel afraid to express your thoughts and feelings. Be honest withyourself on this one. Make sure you feel emotionally safe with theperson you plan to marry.

QUESTION ..3: Is he/she a mensch? A mensch is someone who is a refined and sensitive person. How can youtest? Here are some suggestions. Do they work on personal growth on aregular basis? Are they serious about improving themselves? A teacher ofmine defines a good person as 'someone who is always striving to be goodand do the right ';. So ask about your significant other: What do theydo with their time? Is this person materialistic? Usually amaterialistic person is not someone whose top priority is characterrefinement. There are essentially two types of people in the world: (1) People whoare dedicated to personal growth and (2) people who are dedicated toseeking comfort. Someone whose goal in life is to be comfortable willput personal comfort ahead of doing the right thing. You need to knowthat before walking down the aisle.

QUESTION ..4: How does he/she treat other people? The one most important thing that makes any relationship work is theability to give. By giving, we mean the ability to give another personpleasure. Ask: Is this someone who enjoys giving pleasure to others or are theywrapped up in themselves and selfâ€' absorbed?To measure this, think about the following: How do they treat peoplewhom they do not have to be nice to, such as waiters, bus boys, taxidrivers, etc.. How do they treat their parents and siblings? Do theyhave gratitude and appreciation?If they don't have gratitude for the people who have given themeverything; can you do nearly as much for them? You can be sure thatsomeone, who treats others poorly, will eventually treat you poorly aswell.

QUESTION ..5: Is there anything I'm hoping to change about this person after we're married? Too many people make the mistake of marrying someone with the intentionof trying to 'improve'; them after they're married. As a colleague ofmine puts it: 'You can probably expect someone to change after marriagefor the worse' If you cannot fully accept this person the way they arenow, then you are not ready to marry them.In conclusion, dating doesn't have to be difficult and treacherous.The key is to try leading a little more with your head and less withyour heart. It pays to be as objective as possible when you are dating;to be sure to ask questions that will help you get to the key issues.Falling in love is a great feeling, but when you wake up with a ring onyour finger, you don't want to find yourself trouble because you didn'tdo your homework. Another perspective. ..There are some people in your life that need to be loved from adistance.. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go of or atleast minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible,notâ€'going anywhere relationships. Observe the relationships around you.Pay attention... Which ones lift and which ones lean?Which ones encourage and which ones discourage?Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are goingdownhill?When you leave certain people do you feel better or feel worse?Which ones dont appreciate you?Which ones make you feel good, praises you, boosts you with loving andcaring words or annotations. The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love andtruth around you...the easier it will become for you to decide who getsto sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of yourlife. An African proverb states, 'Before you get married, keep both eyes open,and after you marry, close one eye'; Before you get involved and make acommitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity,ignorance, pressure from others or a low selfâ€'esteem make you blind towarning signs. Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you canchange someone or that what you see as faults aren't really thatimportant.Do you bring out the best in each other?Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete,compare and control?What do you bring to the relationship?Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?You can't take someone to the altar to alter them. You can't makesomeone love you or make someone stay.If you develop selfâ€'esteem, spiritual discernment, and 'a life'; youwon't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happinessor responsible for your pain. Seeking status, sex, and security are thewrong reasons to be in a relationship.

WHAT KEEPS A RELATIONSHIP STRONG IS:
1. TRUST
2. COMMUNICATION
3. INTIMACY
4. A SENSE OF HUMOR
5. SHARING TASKS
6. DAILY EXCHANGES (meal, shared activity, hug, call, touch, notes,etc.)
7. SHARING COMMON GOALS AND INTERESTS
8. GIVING EACH OTHER SPACE TO GROW WITHOUT FEELING INSECURE
9.GIVING EACH OTHER A SENSE OF BELONGING AND ASSURANCES OF COMMITMENT 10. CONCERN AND CARE FOR YOUR LOVER IN YOUR OWN WAYS.If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode asresentment withdrawal, abuse, neglect, and dishonesty; and pain willreplace.

Wedding Woes: The Dark Side of Warcraft

Popular online PC game is causing marital discord.

Although best-selling online role-playing game World of Warcraft boasts over ten million subscribers, it's also leaving in its wake an increasing list of casualties.

Even though she's never played the game, 28 year-old Jocelyn is one of the fallen. A well-spoken California resident, she divorced her husband of six years after he developed a crippling addiction to the smash online RPG.

"He would get home from work at 6:00, start playing at 6:30, and he'd play until three a.m. Weekends were worse -- it was from morning straight through until the middle of the night," she told Yahoo! Games in an interview. "It took away all of our time that we spent together. I ceased to exist in his life."

Screenshots from World of Warcraft

Jocelyn had been friends with her ex-husband Peter since the age of 13, but it took only nine months for her marriage to collapse.

"I bought the game for him for Christmas 2004, when it first came out. By May we had our first serious discussion about where our marriage was going, and by September I had moved out," she said.

Jocelyn recalled one particular incident that was typical of Peter's habits. "I had set aside 30 minutes for us to watch a television show together, and he couldn't. He was stuck on a raid, and completely failed to understand why I was upset," she said.

Peter's domestic duties also suffered. He stopped paying bills, she says, and refused to do his share of the housework.

Jocelyn doesn't hesitate to cite Warcraft as the main reason for her divorce and remains emotional about its impact on her marriage. "I'm real, and you're giving me up for a fantasy land. You're destroying your life, your six-year marriage, and you're giving it up for something that isn't even real."

Despite their differences, the couple remains friends, and although Peter still plays World of Warcraft, Jocelyn says he made an effort to cut down after their split.

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A gamer herself, Jocelyn briefly worked for World of Warcraft developer Blizzard Entertainment, although not on the title that proved so damaging to her relationship. "I recognized that this was a game that would never end, and that's why I chose not to play it," she said.

"They build it in such a way that you have to keep putting more and more time into it to maintain your status. I remember thinking when I was married that it was downright exploitative to people who couldn't control themselves in that way. It's set up like a drug."

Asked if she would consider marrying another Warcraft player, Jocelyn laughed. "That's actually one of my primary criteria now -- I don't want to marry someone who is a gamer."

From ellefairy

Rest Assured

Topic from Pastor Robert last few weeks ago..

It has mention, there is only 2 rest that we need. What kind of rest you think of? Of course is the Rest from SIN and SORROW...

There is a guilt and punishment associated with sin. We need someone to relieve the burden of sin. On the cross Jesus made the way to relieve the guilt and burden of sin.

There are many sorrows in this world now. Are YOU experiencing just one of them right now?

Therefore let us take the invitation from God to return to Jesus if you have not been resting well in these 2 rest for He guarantees "lasting" rest to all who "longs" for it.

p/s: First, find rest in Him from sin, then find rest in Him for sorrow.

Passion 2

Passion Night outing... XD

PASSION

PASSION

Here is the Passion Journal.

2 Corinthians 5 : 13-21

13 If we are out of our mind, it is for the sake of God ; Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. 15 And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.
16 So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer.
17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation: the old has gone, the new has come!
18 All this is from God, who reconciliation: 19 that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. 20 We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God. 21 God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.


Christ has died
Christ is risen
and Christ will come again

It is very obvious the message to shown on Sunday night was to make the glory of God Famous in this Generation. Passion is asking us to spread God's news. In the whole event, though is pack and jam with people, but it is worth it with a whole bunch of real Youth of Christ, The Church that comes togehter as one to worship and to serve God. We have prayed for Jakarta. Though the next few country not stated for us to pray eg: Johannesburg, Cape Town, Mexico City, Vancouver, Seoul, Tokyo, Hong Kong and Sydney, but in our heart we know that Christ the Lord is the only God, and nations will come and praise Him.

p/s: I'm touch by the story which Louie Giglio told us bout Christen, and Ashley.

visit the web www.268generation.com, www.passionworldtour.com

Louie Giglio

This is the gift from someone who been to KL on last weekend that is on 2-3 Aug 2008. The gifts is partly promises when he been to Langkawi.

There is gladness and there is sadness..

Gladness : - GIFT
- SEEING SOMEONE
- HANG OUT

Sadness : - can't spend more time
- tired

As you can see, sadness is lesser, but it makes a big impact.

With sadness on Sunday, the day, I make my self to shop and to relax my own mind.With that, i bought myself these 2 things, here it is.

But luckily i managed to control myself, if not, i would be in deep trouble by buying myself a classy handbags by GUESS?

Omg.. The bags is pretty nice.. Was wondering bout it. And i take alook at some shoes. ONITSUKA TIGER SHOES. Wow..!!! Amazing..


Thanks by God grace, i was tired to walk around and i could spend lesser. :P

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are An ESFP



The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.
While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough.

At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

Sex and the City

Great show with great love, great passion for love and even friendship. Not to mention about Sex. :P Rated 5 star for it. ;) try have a peek of this movie.

A Gift from Stranger

It was a normal day where is on and off work. Usually Connie fetch me after work from home in Christine house. Today is a bi day where no massive jam or accident. Arrived at Taman Kencana at 7.18pm Hope and wish to get a metrobus cause in the morning i get in the bus, so i coul fix my daily expenses as rm1. Hehe..

But, wat a surprise...!!! I got this from a stranger.

A free bus ticket from a Mr. Nice Guy!! It was Rm2.00 bus ticket which i don't really ride on it, cost is too expensive for me.

It happen when i was waiting for a bus to come, hoping for a Metrobus or rapidKL with Rm1 bus. waiting and waiting, te first bus came was this RM2 bus, which is U31 cost Rm2. I told myself, no choice, have to wait again for next bus.

But out of concern, this young nice man walk over after he get down from the same bus before the bus stop, and he told me, "U want this ticket?" and i reply, "U give it to me?" then he say, "Yes". And i just say the last word "Thank you"!!! After handle to me, he walk across the street. I'm so happy and i quickly stop the bus before it passed. That make me ride the first bus and arrive at home early then before. Hehehe..

A kind hearted man still exist in this world.. Wow.. amazing. Wish to see him again, so i could repay for what he have done. ^.^

And lastly, Thank you God for giving me such a nice and wonderful blessing.

How much do i trust myself?

This is a tricky question to my own self.

I could not find the answer.
I could not know or believe what i saw.
I could not accept the fact that it has turn out to be this way.
I could not being told to taking up my own responsible of the things it has been done.

y would life have to be happen this way, so harsh, so vulger, so unpredictable, so unfair, etc...
all these only happen when i started realize, i could not take what i should have been taken.

will everything is just a lie? something untruthful? Judging the wrong side, will only leads to hatred.
No one, going to lets that happen.

I can't find my own answer.
Should i open and close another eye? Pretending i don't see it?

Teach me an guide me to where you be, Oh Lord...
Help me to become more like You.

Friends

Think about this for a minute...

If I happened to show up on your door step crying,

* Would you Care?

If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something Happened,

* Would you come?

If I had one day left, to live my life;

* Would you be part of That last day?

If I needed a shoulder to cry on,

* Would you give me Yours?

If you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . .

Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes?

They blink together, they move together, they cry together,

They see things together and they sleep together,

BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is.

Life is lonely without FRIENDS.

Who is your best friend?


Sincerely telling...
(hard to find friends now)

sales, Sales, SALES!!!

Omg...

Sales is here again...!!! How am i going to survive? Wanting to buy so much things, but couldn't afford. how? How? and HOW?

Argh!!!

And i'm trying to save money for something else.. Something special for someone and my self also...
>.< size="1">tempt..

DGirlscamp

this is a recommended new place to visit and a great camp. I guess?? Haaha..

View here as im lazy... :P

http://dgirlscamp.blogspot.com



Is all about Girls' Brigade. Nice fun activities will have there as the "D" Factors in D Girls' Camp means

• Dedicated - D Girls' Camp is Dedicated for GB Girls!
• Determination - You need Determination to Complete the Adventure!
• Discipline - According to our National Drill Officer 'Drill is next to Discipline!' Yes there will be Drill Sessions.
• Devotion for God - With beautiful beaches, its great to do your devotion and you get inspirations from God!
• Delightful - You will get delightful surprises and make many delightful friendships!
• Delicious Food - Malaysian Hospitality set at a Sabahan Beach side, food can only be Delicous !

D Girls' Camp for GB Girls is here ! It is really happening !

When :- 16 (Sat) Aug - 19 (Tue) Aug 2008

Where :- Melinsung, Papar, Sabah

Who can join :- GB Members who are 13 years old and above

How much to pay : RM220 only !

Organiser :- GB KK Group Council

Closing Date :-15 July 2008

Onitsuka Design

there is a competition bout it. but is kinda expensive to get the entree fees which cost rm 399++ for the entree fee ( needed you to buy the shoe). Sucks..!!! But before thinking to compete, i thought of a person who want onisuka shoes, that is Uncle Josh...

OMG....

Hard to get rid of him right? hahaha... watever la.. i don't mind. His present make me joyful :) thanks...!!!! XD

here's the web.. pls view www.otnight.blogsopt.com

Declaring

am now DECLARING someone is not worth to be his responsible. No longer will call, msg, dinner, and etc. Wont even wanna look at his face. I won't take any opportunity of him any more. The everything will end here.

And, im here to wish all the dad, happy Father's Day. Being a father is not easy, n remember to cherish the family will do. :) Send my regards to them if u read this.

This is for the father. www.fathersloveletter.com

A meaningful video which our Lord Jesus and all the father's.

Agreement

At last talk to Pastor, that i want to get baptise.. But i will have to wait till the end of the year, because he can't agree to me, to baptise so soon. The best is wait for the Bishop together. ^.^ Big official day ya ;)

Hehehe..

Oh well, at least i clarify myself as Christian and i'm walking to church soon with a different identity of coming closer to Christ. (Write till seems evil)

Hehehe..

To love or to be loved

Luke 6:29-30
If someone slps you on one cheek, let him slap the other too! If someone demands your coat, give him your shirt besides. Give what you have to anyone who asks you for it; and when things are taken away from you, don't worry about getting them back.

Attended the GB 70th Annual Anniversary Dinner in PGRM, Cheras on 30 May - 3 June 08, really give me a great surprise where the pastor message attracted me to listen although am busy with the projector stuff having for the whole grand ball room. Here's the message that attracted me.

Message:
You want to love or to be love?
* If choose to be love, what if your friend's that you don't like them or even enemy keep on loving you and going with you where ever you be? What would you feel?
Or
* Choose to love others, whom you are in deeply in love with but the other don't accept you or love you enough, will you be heart broken annd suffer?

Pastor just mention it is best to have love from both sides. Which is equal. So that you give out what you have, and people will also doing the same.

Luke 6:31 Treat others as you want them to treat you.

trust

Trust is what most people would tend not to have for people around them till they get acquainted for a pro-long period of time and yet there are people who would trust a total stranger without doubt. How does trust come about when we often question even those closest to us? We would go home, talk to our parents and even doubt what they just told you because you probably think that they are old and ignorant. We go have some drinking sessions with your boys / girls but do you actually believe every word that they told you?

Who would you trust your belongings with? Who would you trust your life with?

We would assume trust is something which is really simple and straight forward but in actual reality, trust is something hard to earn and GOD DAMN easy to lose. Once you've lost the trust it would take alot more than the first time to gain your creditability.

Relationships are built on trust... whether if it's a love relationship, family ties, working colleagues and any sort of relationship possible. How far would a relationship go if there isn't trust? Trust comes from both side as we would never asked to be trusted but present ourself to be worthy of trust. It's something gained and not asked for or rather not purchased with words and false action. Meanings of trust is something resembles what we call the link between souls.

When two individuals are related in any sort of situation, there are link for a common cause and they would have to trust each other in order to accomplish whatever they are meant to. Emotionals are dependent on how we are willing to rely on the other.

Compromising what we have and what we are about to have for the sake of that someone in our life that eventually might even leave us for something they believe to be true and worthy. Are we even in the right state of mind to judge what is right for us and what is worthy of our time? We think of the worse things that the person might be when we have lost trust in the person and if we actually have the trust on a total stranger, i am willing to even put my life in his hand. Afterall, it is what we've done that allow others to trust us; not what we tell others--I don't think going around asking people to trust you is efficient.

As we move ahead in life, the people that we allow ourself to trust reduces because of the fall and the obstacles that we've been through making us more defensive and less naive / gullible. The defence mechanism is purely something we never intend to put up but it is the best way we can survive in this harsh world of deceptions and deceits.

Being appreciate

Having a thought of being appreciation today and even few days before. How cruel it is, when someone didn't say thank you or express their thanks to us when it is the time.... And i know how God feels now and why we need to say Grace for food.. although i been thanking God for the food, weather, friends and blessings.

It's being so rudely when things happen, and someone doesn't appreciate things. Example.. when a mother buying a kids toy, the child doesn't even know to say thank you and just spoilt the toys. How would you react in this cases? Or a friend treating you good always and so do you do. But out of a sudden, you just say, "shut up, monkey." How would you wanna express your gratitude for someone being nice to you or you being nice to people?

@.@ Headache.. I wanna leave all these things aside by not thinking of it. But seeing such cases happen, i'm not satisfy with it. But God told me, don't be angry for the Satan will come and harm you more. And im still angry when i written this blog. I hope my anger will slowly faed away. Cause God ask me to love one another and not hate one another.

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shirley day

From the doorway..

Here she goes, cute shirley.

The Venom Bro is sitting down at the sofa once enter the doorway.

Another small sofa.

Here comes the bed. And this is the cheapest room of all.

Here comes the washroom, view from the room.

The cutest of all. They provide 2 bowl.... Haha..!! 1 for man and another for woman. So they wont argue for being late to toilet. Hehe..