In in the positifnya of dont know what to say. I'm kinda confused, stress and lost in my life. All related to work and relationship. What's more? Only these always come. Here I felt my challenge, my difficulties in life.
Work : kindie has been delaying my request appraisal. I have asked for rm1200 for my basic. Then they just try to give me hope, till ended up they gave me one lumpsum of rm1200.
I guess, is better that I leave because of transport problem and the admin work of which will be loaded because I have also be taking principal's work.
Relationship : on behalf of this, I really speechless. All that I required to to take effort to know my situation, understand me, and to take care of me.
But he kept on mentioning of my past! A difficult challenge! He want his request on me to be done! how of mine? Mine are simple compare to him! I didn't ask for past! If I can, I won't be who I am today! I really hope to slap him at certain times. I wonder how and why I still love this kinda of man.
For everyone is like wasting time. I knew I can't compare because all these were chosen by me. Sigh...
Always say didn't ask for argument but indeed he himself raise up his word first. What can I say? Smile with you everyday then u be good? Or u will listen? Remember you are not kids! Kids can cheer me up by every single moment but I wonder why.... I guess I have to accept the fact.
Over all are chaos!!!
