At one very moment, I feel like crying. It seems everything trying to bully me.
Eg; the bus driver just told me, they won't pass by infront of house for 10 days. I was like, WHAT?? how am I going to walk everyday? And further more when I told him I'm stopping by behind, he just send me to the nearest bus station which is another side of the flat which is far away from house. How can it be? They didn't announce it.
My tears comes quickly. I felt the world has been abandon me.
Another case was Edmund case. How can he check on my phone again. This time more worse. He threw the phone, blamed it to me and scolded me with harsh word. How can I forgive him. His jealousy is getting more and more. How do I need to face him? Tolerate? Trying to let him do what he thinks is right? By then, I'm like a barbie doll! What am I for?
Everything trying to bully me. I'm hurt, sad and sick of all these. I can't take it anymore!!
God please help me, this little girl of yours need solution to the answer.
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