Public Phone

it seems so odd today that I used public phone to call my mum.

Is because i have forgotten to took my phone home. It was so lame..

Never thought of it, until the moment I reach LRT to get home. Then, without thinking too much, just blast my Ipod and just take LRT home. Plan later.

Hopefully mum wont be home early. But too bad, she is at home early cause she is attending her course for this week, so she will be reaching home early.

If she is not home early, it means I still can wait her in the car which she park in LRT.

Everything seems moody to me, when I reach car park not seeing my mum’s car there and not knowing she is home early.

Plan A comes out, search for public phone and call her.

Plan B, take LRT to Ampang station then take bus home. It cost RM1 but i have to wait in crowds and bag is heavy (carrying laptop).

Trying to go for Plan B because i knew that Cahaya Station don’t have public phone exist. But God knows, He place a public phone there. And it was old booth but new phone. Wow… So happy seeing it. I spotted it when a girl stand there for so long, and I ‘kepoh’ to walk near and look at it. There is a phone and good conditions even clean! Yeah!! I like it..

Called my mum and told her I need her to fetch me.

Praise the Lord that everything happen for reasons. And It means I still can survive without phone geh…..

No worries.. ^.^

Hehee…..

really fed up with such attitude. Non stop having same thing… sigh…

Maddy

lots of things had happen.

my temper is not getting good. I get frust easily…

Eg: a) My mum couldn’t come and pick me up on timing when I reach lrt and I have to wait for 5 more minutes whereby I had inform her earlier on to get her prepared.

b) My room light were good before I went out, and it got burst after when I’m back. It was my sis in my room playing with my comp dat time.

c) My lil sis using my laptop to play games online in FB. Which I couldn’t really tahan of she kept on asking me this… Which this is my personal comp. and I bought it myself. I wonder, if it get collapsed, who is gonna pay for me? Not my mum.. cause she is not involve in. But me? No way!!

d) After my lamp were spoilt, mum hired ppl to come and fixed it. That stupid fella dunno is a room or wat, trying to screw the light out and make my whole room dirty. Without asking for newspaper to cover all the dirt of whatsoever. Which make me clean up my room in the night after so tired whole day outing for GB, rushing for friends wedding. I wonder, did God hear me say in heart, that I want to change my bed sheet. =.=”

But I’m glad seeing Sarah’s wedding held on this day 16 oct. There was a story behind it. They were actually met 6 years before on this day. And A day before they met, Sarah pray for a guy who can take care of her. And it does happen. And she pray for someone like King David, the next day, a guy named David came. Haha…. Such a good God.

I wonder where is mine. :P Haha…

Wanting God to calm my heart so much. I know what I been thru and I need self control on me myself.

Tired……. ZZZzzzZZZzzz…………..

Cycle and dinner

The next day on Sunday, after a tired rest on saturday, once finish service, rushed back home. Going to cycle with friends in Putrajaya Botani Garden. A nice place to cycle cause is mainly a plain land with lake, trees and nice scenery. The road is quite flat. Not much exciting as in SA, Botanic Garden. There are so much different in there.

SA is more big, more to jungle, plantation was different. The feel is there to cycle. Even the road made challenges to for me to strive on continue to cycle. But in Putrajaya, except nice scenery, I don’t thing anything could match them. The most is the bike are still very new. Small area, makes not much people in there (Maybe).

Overall, cycle there just took me less than an hour to finish a round. :P poor Wee Lip saying, it was a nice place. But i do know, different people, different feeling. So I didn’t let him know that.

After cycle, as usual, going for makan and minum. Reach home at 6.30pm. Getting ready for going out dinner with sisters and church members to celebrate sheryn, sis birthday. This is the most happy celebration she got. I guess.. It really made her cheer up and wore dress. :) Great cuisine environment for all. Even dressing was so perfectly match.. Hahaa…. thanks to pastor for suggesting.

May God bless this wonderful sister of mine. Am glad to have u as a part of my life. =D Happy Birthday!

First Training in MAPs

Wow… so busy and tired on saturday.

Hehe…

was my first time to join in MAPs training. it was held in Shah Alam. So worried that I could not even get a transport over there. But by God grace, He let me met Jason Low, who stay in Puncak Jalil. So convenient for me and him. :)

And I got to wake up early in the morning just to catch trains and not to be late. I’m still on time. ^^

All the way there, chit chat with him, he looks cool to me. His attitude is more like very serious person. But things changed once reach SA. He told me what I should be doing in MAPs. But mostly, it was Angel to teach me all the stuff. Couldn’t imagine she is younger than me. Then I met Sue coming together with the group. Couldn’t imagine also, they were divers. Haha… A good world Im living in, i guess.

Things I learned in Broga and some stuff teach by Heng Kai is useful to me. As this is the first timer for me, and first time in this year for Angel, she did try me out in some knot tying. And I did managed to do it. :P Sort of self praise here. But thanks to her, I learn bout Abselling, Flying Fox to be stopper and most be a belay.

The group we handle are mostly secondary school youth. Not kids. Is more good and better, because they tend to learn fast.

I do love serving God. But it really making me tired and got sun burn. It was extremely hot and i still could feel the heatness till at night time.

The group settle and finish around 3.30pm. After they went home, we packed up. Justin treated us Ice Cream. But before we could eat it, we wanted to finish our wall climbing just to syok our self up. Hehe….

Leaving SA around 5, Angel fetch me to Putra Lrt, I took train home. It was a long journey. It took me 2 hours to reach home. Through out the journey, really God bless me, that I have a seat to be seated on. I felt a sleep. Tiring day.. Till i reach home, it was 7.

Then I have to bath, and settle all my stuff, and then go up to Uptown to take sis cupcake which I made reservation a week before for her birthday.

Night ends at 12 after a short yum cha with friends regard of another activity up that was cycling.

Life

Day comes early.

Noon comes early.

Even rain does rain everywhere..

All about life. Living with a happy heart ;)

Luke 17:1-4

today sermon really strike me..

Is about complacency, forgiveness, peace, and most important is love…

Luke 17:1-4

Things that cause people to sin are bound to come but woe to that person through whom they come. It would be better for him to be thrown into the sea with a millstone tied around his neck than for him to cause one of these little ones to sin. So watch yourselves.

“If your brother sins, rebuke him, and if he repents, forgive him. If he sins against you seven times in a day, and even seven times comes back to you and says, ‘I repent,’ forgive him.”

 

This is a powerful bible that I recover today. It took impact in my life today. As what struggle in my heart today really reflect on today message. I know the Holy Spirit is watching over me. Trying to let me know, what I been through is what God says “He won’t put me into that situation when I can’t even bear it.” Is true. I can bear it, but the matter of handling it, I’m still confused on how to do it.

Is a matter of how to forgive a person that really hurts me into my heart of the words he used to attack my life and to my friends. Is so much of self dignity. It really hurts me when all of it doesn’t really bring out who am i. instead is all negatives and being so rude to a woman or me. Even respecting my friends is so hard as he said, he hate all my friends.

Out of anger words? Unsatisfying heart? Not sure. What I know is I really hope to forgive him as what God has told me too…

I just want to love him as my brother. and not more out of it for this moment till everything has been clear off and make known well.. I don’t hope much.

Hurts and pain make nothing good at it. It only let Satan comes in to influence and even to attack me. I wanna be like Him so much…… But I knew I can’t be complete without Him.

Fruits of the Spirit

Galations 5:22-23

 

Love is Christlike reaction to people malice.

Joy is the Christlike reaction to depressing circumstances.

Peace is the Christlike reaction to troubles, threats and invitations to anxiety.

Patience is the Christlike reaction to all that is maddening.

Kindness is the Christlike reaction to bad people and bad behavior

Goodness is the Christlike reaction to lies and fury.

Self-control is the Christlike reaction to every situation that goads you to lose your cool and hit out.