Good quote

:(

For this week, I been reading up lots of article from Our Daily Journal mentioning about child, abortions, Robin-woman, and few more.
I'm thinking what God want me to think of.
Yeap, I had an experience with it. It was a tough one. Going through the pain yet is not a choice. Suffering lasted me for 7 years.

One thing for sure, he is in heaven with God. Forgive me O Lord, once again I ask. Due to my stupidity, naive ness, and stubbornness as I'm not proud to have him. Thank you for reminding me about him. The lovely one, the Cheerful one, the Adorable one.

Scream

i don't know why, but I just hope to scream..!!
Scream out with my lungs!
I want to go holiday so much!
The miss the Diving under the sea!
I miss the bliss of the beach!
Apart of that, I just want to  scream out with my voice, full throttle out with the air in my lungs!!
I feel so "san fu".
Don't know why...

Dreams

Dreams are successive images, ideas, emotions and sensations that occur in our mind during sleep. Dreams were thought to be messages from the god to that person. Mostly dreams tends to occur in the rapid-eye movement (REM) stage of sleep, it is that stage of sleep which our mind or brain has high level of activity just like when we are awake. Time period of a dream can last from a few seconds to twenty minutes. Our team worked very  hard work to present you this list of  “25 Weird Facts About Dreams”

25 Weird Facts About Dreams

• Snoring and dreaming cannot occur at the same time, You can experience only one out these two.
• The average person dreams about 4 times during night, which makes it around 1,460 dreams per year.
• Most of us are unaware of the fact that we become temporarily paralyzed in a dreaming state.
• The longest dreams occurs in the morning which is approximately 30-45 minutes long. An average person dreams every 90 minutes
• “Oneirology” is the scientific study of dreams.
• Every human being dreams except for those who are suffering from serious mental disorders. You cannot say that you don’t dream, You just forgets almost 90% of the dreams within 10 minutes of awakening
• People who are born blind cannot see any images in their dreams, they only have a dream of sense of sound, smell, touch and emotion. But those who are not born blind can see dreams like a normal human being.
• Have you noticed that we see only familiar faces in our dreams. You will not see a single person in the dream who is unfamiliar.
• Men and women dream differently. about 70% characters in men dreams will be men, but this not the case with women dreams as their dreams contains almost same number of men and women.
• While dreaming you cannot only have sex with your partner but you can also experience a strong orgasm like you have in your real life.


• You can Control your dreams by controlling your body’s vital energy, by doing Buddhist exercise of yoga.
• Your dream indicates different things like sadness or unresolved grief if you find yourself in a cementary.
• If you see chocolates in your dreams, it may symbolize that the dreamer feels the need to be rewarded and deserves special treatment.
• You can experience more vivid dreams if you are shown Vitamin B complex (B6) and St. John’s Wort.
• Dreams existed since ancient times, one of them is Flying dream. These dreams existed even before the invention of the Aeroplanes.
• Psychologists strongly believed that daydreaming and dreams during sleep may be related to each other with different cognitive processes.
• The archangel Gabriel is considered the archangel of childbirth, emotions, and dreams.
• Our dreams carry deep meanings that only the subconscious mind can understand. Dreams speak in indirect language.
• It is very difficult to remember our complete dream. When we wake up we fail to remember even a single sequence of the dream we had during the night.
• Not all people dream in colour, some people only dream in black and white. almost 70% of people dream in colors and the rest may not be able to dream in colors.
• Chronic smokers who suddenly quit report more vivid dreams than they had when they smoked
• Scientific studies have revealed that animals and especially mammals dream like human beings.
• According to some weird studies, it is revealed that an adult have less nightmares that children do.
• Some poets and many great scientists have discovered different things during their sleep, they wrote about their dream as soon as they woke up. Some of them are Newton, Graham Bell who were inspired by their dreams.
• Feet in dreams can symbolize everything from sex to humiliation. They can also represent mobility, freedom, or a foundation.

YWA meeting

The date 12/10/12 is indeed a good day and date.
There is Ywa session, mostly everyone are around. Good gathering, good fellowship.
But I still felt something missing.
Don't know what it is..

Topic today was Listen to God. Anything bad or good, just listen first. It won't make us lose everything or anything. The most important, the heart to Listen and not Hear.

Well, had a good fellowship time in a cafe. :D I do enjoy my night, and really praise God for the joy and desire to continue to serve Him.

Very angry!!!

I had a very mad night. I hardly to control myself to speak all the foul language.

It started with my journey home.

As usual, when reaching Chan Sow Lin station, I called up mum to notify her that I reached. Hoping she could come and pick me up earlier. But case are different today. Normal time when I called her at 7pm, she might as usual come at 7.30pm. The time is still alright that I just have to wait for 15 mins. But today, I have to wait for an hour for her. From bright day to dark sky, I been waiting for her.
My happy face goes to a grumpy face! As I was reading some manga, even though I'm quite aware of surrounding I'm also kinda worried of stealing, robbing or whatsoever that could happen to me even if I'm at the Maluri bus stop with less people.
Days really getting dark. More busses and cars pass by. I waited till 8.15pm, mum only arrived! My grumpy face turns to a angry face. I couldn't bear with her attitude that she didn't told me that she'll be late.
Ish!!!
Slamming the door, sit without seatbelt, not even a Harlow, and not even talked to her. Then she started to blame the buses because they makes traffic jams all the way.
Please la! I'm not kid anymore! If she comes at usual time, there won't be buses who causes the jam!
My angriness adding more and more. Become maddy. I'm thinking, I worked for 12 hours! And I have to wait for her! Comparing my tiredness, my pale look, and my sleepy eyes!
Damn!!
Then she asked me to go pack food somemore! Dah La, marah! Nak bungkus nasi juga! Suruh saya pergi sementara dia menunggu dalam kereta?? Adui! Mulut pandai suruh saya tapi sendiri tak nak pergi!
Slam the door again from me! Asking u eat what u say anything! Then don't come to a restaurant which got variety of food la! Really F! Slamming again from me when got up the car.
All the way, I have been quiet. Oncpre, slamming again when I reach home and got down. Who cares! She don't dare to talk to me again.
And I just bath and got into my own room and read some comic to release my own tension!
But still can't! Ish!!!! Really mad of waiting without informing!!