Edmund moving back to family

At last, he had made his decision to move back to his house. For the first time my room are so empty. I had my freedom to roll here n there, sleep or not sleep, watch tv, dramas and whatever I can be. Yea.. It sounds normal and boring at certain time because no one I could see or hear a sound. But is still the proper way to being in a relationship.

I was hoping it could build and strengthen our relationship as well. Because what I'm doin now is for our future family. Learn how to know importance of family in our family first will know the priority. Then will only get to know future family. Is good for him and his family.
Glad to hear he is willing. I do know, is hard for him to travel. But I need to.
Mayb I shud add more gentleness in it to encourage him. :) hehe...
May Go continue to bless and see this relationship will long last for it. ^.^
Living what I am and what I do now.

again and again… had a big fight with him not more than 2 weeks.

I’m injured again. this time is on my fingers. 2nd and 4th and my wrist. (not mistaken my elbow as well).

It felt the ache on my body again. and soon… it will be in pain again. don’t know how long to last right now.

it all started saying I talk to him with not a good tone. I acted to be cool.. My problem of talking to him. Which was according to him.

Im just answering what he asked and giving him a choice to choose. But all ended up, when guided him, he started the fire….

When being nice, telling him stuff, he ignored and acted like he know. If he knows, things won’t ended up so badly.

Choosing of leaving again of course…..

yea… I try to ask him to leave, but he couldn’t do it. So what can I do?

Defamed me here and then when he packed. Trying to say I’m this and that…

Ended up… more fight had been going on.

 

I hate man saying my past.

- got bitten

- got others

- defamed me

- I’m a bitch, slut and woman not worth to be with.

 

And as well, he pushed me down for many times in this fight. Which made me more angry and hate all this pushy stuff. Still kids? U don’t like, u can push? Is called idiot!

To be honest, I wack and slap his face is because he never listen and scream at me. The rest, I do was just being self defense.

What’s the different between slapping a person and pushing a person for few times? It is still the same because the heart is in pain.

 

Actually I’m really tired and sick of this relationship. I’m too confused sometimes. Is he really loving me or torturing me. I just don’t want to heart over obsessed with love. Is call stupid!!

I’m really tired.