This is the first post of my 2011. NY has pass by, and people been making resolutions to the things that can't be made or fulfill. But I have not been touch on my resolution yet because I did make one during December.
The third day of NY is a school start day as well. Seeing all bipedal and even teenager in Lrt, how joyful it is goin to school especially those who just move on to form 1. I do see my sister as well as she wore on her first secondary school uniform. Come to think of it, it is also the first day which I don't need to go back to house 20.
Em... what to do now? income decrease Liao. sigh!! But will go and look for job later. don't worry because God will provide a way.
TO come to think of it, I didn't felt any happiness during NY. Due back to the same thig happen again. I really wonder why. It is like a time bomb machine that explode anytime. If een is not that case, it really make me sad each and every time he said something which judge me, a promise not fulfill, say for the sake of saying - didn't think before wanting to say. it really make me look like an idiot who have to follow what he try to say and do towards me. what am I? u want a happy relationship, it is based on two person happiness. But u didn't see what my heart wants but u keep on persist what you want. Till make me like an stupid foolish people who have to tolerate you because u got sickness? NO! I don't even wanna tolerate anymore because u are just being selfish on your own and did not think of what your friend feelings. Good to you because u screw up everything.
Ephesians 5:1-10
