Today's feeling

Today, my heart was kinda sad. Don't know why. I'm so negative of all things and I'm not really in mood to work. After some lil crazy chat with someone, I became more crazzy..
I can't really concentrate on work for the first time. Thoughts running wild in brain. Not working but just lingering around at work place. I felt bad for what I'm doing. Even my boss is like that.
Haha.. Funny and crazy crazy went through a day.
But around night time, I'm kinda happy and being positive again because I received his message, all the way from Bangkok. Not to say I'm worried or anything. Just the heart so down without a word from him. I jump my face into joy. I really could feel that myself. I just felt I couldn't make it without him even though i told myself to stay strong.
But most of all thank u Ed, for your support. Kindy appreciated. U did cheer me up, but not so much. At least  the cheer is there. Tears drop again when u cheer me up. Thanks.

I'm declaring I won't give up on anything for now! I will stay strong for now. I will try to pursue what I feel like is mine! Thanks my dear and people around.

Shook Kwan Wedding

Today was also my sort of best friend wedding.

Seeing her really make me happy. Good relationship, good career and good husband she have now. Is such an envy and jealousy moment, but I do know, I should not be, because is her life and her faith with her husband is there. Feeling is a bit unexplainable. Dunno how to describe. But I’m still happy with what she got. Is so hard to let go of a friend who really finds her true love. >.<

Surely gonna miss her…

I do know how does her parents feels. It feels awkward at a time, and it does feel empty in another space of time.

Well… Is good to see that. It means she is really loved by someone. :)

Happy Wedding…  28/11/2010

mooncake celebration

everyone were invited to Kit Yeng’s house for dinner. It was cooked by her mum. Initially, her mum asked us to go there to avoid house being empty as children gets older, they would go out of the house.

It was a nice dinner with her aunt came in to entertain us with jokes and laughter. The food was good. It is more like CNY feeling where family gathering. I do like this kind of situation where, friends come to have a home cooked dinner. It likes old man friends knowing for long. I really appreciate it… Loving it.

Then after dinner, we played monopoly game.

After few rounds of it, aunt came with food served us. Fruits, mooncakes, and etc… Then she opened the red wine which Wee Lip brought. It was shared with everyone. After done with red wine.. Aunt took out her coffee milk alcohol. She was first to share with me. Then another bottle has finish. Then again she took out another bottle of coffee alcohol which was Uncle bought for Aunt. Opened it, drink half way, talk nonsense….

Everyone had a good time of chat, nonsense, and etc….

And I am still sleepy cause lack of sleep for so many days. I felt really tired. but i do really enjoy it. XD

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had a great weekday. trying to go beyond what i didn’t do for long. trying to stay late every night until 2am or 3am just to enjoy with my darling, Kit Yeng. It was great with her. To know her more and more, though I known her for long. Every thing seems in a fairy land.

and i realize… the lovebirds trying to do something to me again. ARGH!!

Every time when im single, it sure comes back. But i will try to avoid it cause I knew it is Satan way to try to tempt me in. And to make me feel lost and etc… I will be more careful by going out with my darling if bees are around. ^^

Monie celebration 2010

Rakuzen in Chulan Square for dinner .

Before that, stop at Sg. Wang to purchase shampoo. At first glance after so long did not been down there, it was so quiet. Don’t feel the crowds around.. So peaceful. And it given me a picture of Sg. Wang is going down, just like other mall nearby.

But I’m sure Sg. Wang won’t face that kind of problem.

Then head on to Isetan, Lot 10. Wanting to visit the bar there. It was so ambience (wrote by magazine) but I did not really go up to the 8th floor. Seems scary to go alone. But there will be next time.

Next to Pavilion waiting for eewern together to Rakuzen. Had a bit of chat… It is indeed a good time gather around with ex school mates. It was so cool, laughing, remembering past, sadness, and etc.

Of course, wanting to gather more. But we know each other timing as well. :)

Cheers, buddies…

Surprisingly, yesterday in Redbox Plus, Pavilion, i was holding the mic for the whole night just to sing songs. To those who knows me, they will feel surprise because i never wanting to hold it more then 2 songs. Indeed is a good night when i release all my breath in the room. Everything is just fine and i did enjoy my night, though is only 3 friends with me. I’m satisfy!

 

Thank you Khong Sin, for buying me a cute little small cake which is enough for me alone to eat it. It is the second time that she made a cake appear on my birthday. :)

Thank you Pui Yee for coming and selected every song for me, sing with me, and laugh together.

Thank you Suet Yin your willingness to come even though you have to help out your mum at stall. I love you!

 

Specially thanks to those who wishes me, calling, sms, and etc. You guys are great! May God bless you all too!!

 

Agape.

Sex and the City

Great show with great love, great passion for love and even friendship. Not to mention about Sex. :P Rated 5 star for it. ;) try have a peek of this movie.