U have grown to be mature, strong, steady and even know your direction of life. You made me proud because is part of me that made you to be like this. I'm truly give thanks for what you become. Is my honor to say that you are good and secure now. If only I met you now, things would be different, very much different no it be good nor bad. Yup. Life needs to move on. We can't stagnant there forever, if not, we will get stuck in a place forever. No matter how it moves on, you are still my memories. No doubt I will still think about you, but it brings no meaning. Happy is in the heart. You are the 2nd things I hardly let go.

Wanna know my first ? If you know me well, you will know it. Here's the clue. Thing that I let go in 10 years ago which is most precious to God. =)

Cheers! 


P/S: And I do ask my self, how come you still read my blog? em....
Thanks for letting me know that you read my message.

Relieve from 2010 Concert

The moment of relieve have come…

But it might be repeating next year.

The Children’s Concert went on well. It was a succeed event Plus day. But actually a busy day.

It starts with morning Church GB. Then I went off earlier to get back my house to do hair treatment. It took me at least an hour to finish. I needed to take good care of my hair more.. >.<

Then head to Central Market, The Annexe  Gallery. It was PIPIT ANNIVERSARY, WONDERFUL MARKET 5.

Saw alot of differrent things being sell… Wanted to get and do such things. But too bad… I am too lazy for it. Haha…

After that, I have to rush back to Kindie for concert. But Praise God, I can make  it in time and it was a wonderful concert. I finally dedicate my whole year time in leading the children who have been so naughty to good character. They are willing to listen to every single words now. But I can’t promise what will happen when they grow up.

The most wondering thoughts in my mind is “Will they ever remember who I am, when they already grown up?”

God is Good.

Touching in heart

BACK TO FEW DAYS AGO….

Something that touch my heart every in the morning before i put down my stuff in my cupboard.

My children, Yap Li Xuan, she and others were trying to distribute chocolate to friends. And I did ask “why don’t you share it with your classmate first?”

They replied “We did. We did by putting it on the chair which all the chair was neatly under the table by surprise.”

They actions cause me to smile sweetly. And without realize, they asked me to pull out my chair also. I was so touch in my heart that being their class teacher, and always be fierce and angry towards them, they still do something that can make me smile.

It does gave a big meaning to me. Chocolate and surprise, em….. it was a valentine day with my children. ^.^

 

School start

Is kinda tired. cant manage to adjust my timing of sleep.

Slept at 8, woke up at 4.

Slept at 11, woke up at 6.

Slept at 10, woke up at 5.

 

Real sweat to my timing. Preparing stuff making me not enough sleep.

Well, went through 3 days of orientations. Seeing so many cry babies of 4 years old. Wondering how well will the teachers will be going to handle them. Luckily, I already escaped for 2 years (last year n this year). Headache seeing them. But some of them are real cute. XD

 

And i be handling class of last year 5 Patience. Now they are 6 Gentleness. Can see the notti last year 5 years old had grown up. They at least will listen to my words compare to others teachers. Is it that I’m fierce? Hehe… But it surprise some parents today as I was in charge of praying in the assembly. When they heard this teacher’s voice so loud, they feel “SYOK”!!.

Haha… whatever it is, i will try to handle some of the new comers for 5 Patience this year and even for 6 years old class. Many things to manage…….

argh!!! Try my best to rely on God bah!!!!

did some one try to hack my password…

strange.. i guess there is..

Kid Holiday

Kinda joyful to have a good holiday with kids. surrounded with joy. Less stress, less work. Is mostly rest time and preparations for Christmas Time.

Went to swimming a week before.

As today, decorating the Christmas Tree and preparing art craft for children to do invitation to the parents to informing for Christmas Party. Bringing them out for McD. Everyone happy and have fun. Tv, play time, chit chat.

More to go on coming days and weeks.

It was meant to be. To hurt you. To help letting go. To the goodness of your future.
Whatever it is, things need to have sacrifice when you really need to do a things which put more effort. Any how and then, is part of plan. You can’t have all things to be done at the same time.
This is life. Whatever been offered, it will been taking back one day.
Is more like life and death. God offer you your life, it will soon be taken up back. Better heaven, bad hell. No one knows. Is a must.
So just be it. And I’ll accept everything for sure.
What is owe, more, less, extra, or whatever else left on this world, i will just forget bout it. As i can’t bring it to heaven or hell. And i won’t regret of what i do, what have been done, not done, as i did no wrong to myself and to God. Stated clearly in my life on what i should do as an adult in adults life.

For the Fruit of the Spirit is in control in my life.

Psalm 119:6
Then I would not be put to shame when I consider all your commands.

Proverbs 8:13
To fear the Lord is to hate evil; I hate pride and arrogance, evil behaviour and perverse speech.

p/s: you will understand once you see more clearly of the world.

Concert 2009

Very tired…

 

The whole week has been rushed here and there. Things to be prepared. Late sleep. Tiredness of getting things done. Clothes, party packs, shoes, hairs, make ups…..

 

wow.. Just imagining, i’m a teacher needed to help kids out with all these things and preparation of the TAC (the slide shows, songs, videos and etc.) Sigh…

 

Some people said, is a easy job for you because u just control the sounds, click here and there and not looking after the kids. But they don’t know how much pressure that really happening when the projector could not even function well, how much i have to present it out in the slide show. Is all by my creativity mind to look for things to be put on screen to view by the parents by not letting them down. Meanwhile, “we” are busy controlling the kids behind the scenes seeing how they behaves and hardly control.

 

Oh well, each one of us have work to do. I don’t put the blame on them. As i know it is God love who make me to work willingly for this ministry of educating kids. I might young, and it proves me right when God asked me in this ministry to served.

 

I give thanks to God who prepared the road for me to walk in this week. Though the concert preparation is tiring, but after the whole year stretch, is worth more while when seeing my kids been growing up very well with obedient heart.

 

XD

Relieves

Feeling relieve after teaching a kid named Joe Chan.

LOL…

there were quite a lot of Joe in Aunt Christine house. Eg: Joe Chan, Joe Kam, even coming Joe Loon who appear sometimes. (in seminary STM)

Well.. i did teach him numbers because aunt Christine could not handle him on counting. I took my effort to do the best for him n i’m his pre-number teacher in the kindie. What a swt…

 

A kid who can’t read out the number correctly after 2 years in kindie. What a sigh…

He is quite a joker when he start opening his mouth and talk about other business better then talk things in the school. He can make up story like those HK Movie kids when they act. He is one of those selected actor who can talk well. Hahaha…

 

Actually is quite a headache to teach him, because he is those type who needs companion to sit beside him only he will start to do. Whenever, I’m or Aunt Christine not sitting beside him, he start to play and having fantasy dream in his mind. I also need to focus on him. What an eyesore.

But lucky today, he is quite obedient to do his work well. Although he might not finish up early, he ‘at least’ know how to do addition, subtraction, and clock. Is quite hard for him to do counting because he always miss out his “13” become “30”. The pronouns of him make him failed.

 

But is a good result seeing him improve. XD

School reopen...

Today is the school reopen. Is kinda exciting waiting to see those kids to be notti, running around, climb here and there even don't listen.

But is also a surprise when the first period entering 4 Love, everyone was so good. No need for scream or asking them to sit down on floor, they already automatically know what they should do. Then i began calling their names to check and measure the size of the concert clothes. They are willing to sit down in the class more than 45 minutes quietly. Really a surprise for first day, expected the opposite view. :P And i gave each one of them a ink stamp on their hand.

Then the second period, i went into 5 Patience. Was expected to be noisy, and those notti stuff from them. But who knows, it turns out the opposite way also. I could barrely hear a single voice from them when i wrote some exercise on the whiteboard. Haha... Here goes the noisiest class to be in peace.

3rd period, i end up in 5 Joy, with the different expectation that they would be the first and the second class i entered. But who knows, i was wrong. But gladly, i don't scream or even shout. They still can listen. Just a bit noisy at the back of the class, as they don't feel right of each other between friends.

Everything was so smooths until the last period, where i nearly burst out in anger because of 6 years old kids can't even listen to instruction. Sigh......... But never mind, they are still brilliant enough to know when I'm angry. :P

Back to Auntie Christine place....

All was so in peace. Daniel, Yun You, and Carmen did their homework fast enough and even could handle the things that i teach. (Rearrange the words in Bahasa). Hehe... Days ended up in peacefully. As i don't really have to shout. Their willing heart of listen makes me happy. No problem teaching Jet, and Hui San too...
But Joe is a bit problematic guy which handle by auntie Christine, that make her whack him up. Sorry for him. But all goes well at the end.


XD