Worst part

Dear Love Letter,

I'm willing to enter into relationship/marriage if you are able to maintain or sustaining a job with a fixed income. It really can't denied that u still have a part in me. No matter how, you are the one whom I can feel love from. The love that you pour is unusual love. The spirit you have for me is lively. Nothing can be compared. It seems so colorful when I feel in touch with you. No doubt there was a time, I felt boring and annoyed by you. Things you did seems make me unhappy at a time. Things has been change for so many years. Nodding means yes to loving your endless companion but Sickening heart of seeing you like a loser or someone who don't try to work out hard for life. The only thing I couldn't see is the security in and of the future. I couldn't bear to see my life while and after committed end up in such despair without working out to be and having a better future  with someone I love. All I wanted is not from mouth, but things from hand. The outcome of the work of our hand to strive for better future to have a better earning. I want my family to be insecure in-terms of money and enough for living, enjoy and relaxation. Isn't that the most simplest things in woman life? Wish to be love with the one who love them the most and to give them the best and fullness in life?

I wish for a better ending to strive together. Proving it to me first would be the best options because I was once disappointing by you. The first disappoint that you made was your first promise. I did let you tried for many times to prove to me, but ended up, I can't take and bear it. Is so painful. Is so memorable memoirs.




I really couldn't understand yours.

Thanks for your abundant care and love.

Love sincerely,
tamz18

Concern

I don't know what to say.

Cry? Because I'm too touch by the way he cares for me?
Laugh? Because he regrets of his doing by treating me bad at the past?

Sigh.. Really speechless. Maybe I should do both.
Maybe he knows I have a painful life on....
Well, I'm doing good n fine. Hopefully I can persist and be strong always.

Today's feeling

Today, my heart was kinda sad. Don't know why. I'm so negative of all things and I'm not really in mood to work. After some lil crazy chat with someone, I became more crazzy..
I can't really concentrate on work for the first time. Thoughts running wild in brain. Not working but just lingering around at work place. I felt bad for what I'm doing. Even my boss is like that.
Haha.. Funny and crazy crazy went through a day.
But around night time, I'm kinda happy and being positive again because I received his message, all the way from Bangkok. Not to say I'm worried or anything. Just the heart so down without a word from him. I jump my face into joy. I really could feel that myself. I just felt I couldn't make it without him even though i told myself to stay strong.
But most of all thank u Ed, for your support. Kindy appreciated. U did cheer me up, but not so much. At least  the cheer is there. Tears drop again when u cheer me up. Thanks.

I'm declaring I won't give up on anything for now! I will stay strong for now. I will try to pursue what I feel like is mine! Thanks my dear and people around.

Very angry!!!

I had a very mad night. I hardly to control myself to speak all the foul language.

It started with my journey home.

As usual, when reaching Chan Sow Lin station, I called up mum to notify her that I reached. Hoping she could come and pick me up earlier. But case are different today. Normal time when I called her at 7pm, she might as usual come at 7.30pm. The time is still alright that I just have to wait for 15 mins. But today, I have to wait for an hour for her. From bright day to dark sky, I been waiting for her.
My happy face goes to a grumpy face! As I was reading some manga, even though I'm quite aware of surrounding I'm also kinda worried of stealing, robbing or whatsoever that could happen to me even if I'm at the Maluri bus stop with less people.
Days really getting dark. More busses and cars pass by. I waited till 8.15pm, mum only arrived! My grumpy face turns to a angry face. I couldn't bear with her attitude that she didn't told me that she'll be late.
Ish!!!
Slamming the door, sit without seatbelt, not even a Harlow, and not even talked to her. Then she started to blame the buses because they makes traffic jams all the way.
Please la! I'm not kid anymore! If she comes at usual time, there won't be buses who causes the jam!
My angriness adding more and more. Become maddy. I'm thinking, I worked for 12 hours! And I have to wait for her! Comparing my tiredness, my pale look, and my sleepy eyes!
Damn!!
Then she asked me to go pack food somemore! Dah La, marah! Nak bungkus nasi juga! Suruh saya pergi sementara dia menunggu dalam kereta?? Adui! Mulut pandai suruh saya tapi sendiri tak nak pergi!
Slam the door again from me! Asking u eat what u say anything! Then don't come to a restaurant which got variety of food la! Really F! Slamming again from me when got up the car.
All the way, I have been quiet. Oncpre, slamming again when I reach home and got down. Who cares! She don't dare to talk to me again.
And I just bath and got into my own room and read some comic to release my own tension!
But still can't! Ish!!!! Really mad of waiting without informing!!

Hatyai Trip

It was Friday 14th September 2012 night, where I started my first trip out of Malaysia using my passport at the age of 27.

I was quite mad at the beginning before the trip began. It started because of mum was late to reach Hang Tuah, Melati Flat because of jam after work. She also thought that I have already bath with my extra packed clothes in my working bag. But indeed I'm not. I told her, I will do everything only if she could send my bag to the place. Everyone was quite hurried to get down to wait at the bus stop as the promised time were 7.45pm. And mum were late and reached at 8pm. Ish!!! She make me rushed to take my bath. Ended up, I took a so called "buffalo bath" due to rushing down to the bus stop to wait for the bus to arrive. At the end, we are still early as the bus reached around 8.30pm. 
Thinking of nothing to do while waiting, I start to charge my iPod and then iPhone. Hearing and listening to music keeps me cool off of what has happened. During that time, I'm already quite tired and exhausted. Plan to sleep right after on bus. After 15-30 mins of waiting, the bus arrived. It was a school air cond bus. Anyway, is still good but not really quite comfort because of the seat place and walking isle was a bit small. 
After on bus, the bus took journey off to up North. My sis and I did some silly things in da bus that is, taking picture using Road Light.

Silly us

 The first heading was Ipoh, near Jusco for supper. We reach there about 1.15am. They had a stop around 45 minutes. Everyone filled their stomach for supper because they sure it will be a hungry morning. The stop is good because is a refresh for me to filled my stomach again while I just had porridge for dinner. Family choose to have mamak food instead of mega food court due to the time strains makes the food taste bad in food court.
After that, we went up to the bus to start our journey from Ipoh around 2.45am. The sleep continues...
Zzzz...
We are now reached Juru toll at 4 am. Had a short toilet break. Kinda miss this Juru place. The place of entertainment such as clubs, cafes, exhibitions, factories, foods and etc. Is the most happening place before reached Island. 
And Zzzz again.
Further up more, when I woke up, about 2 hours later, I saw paddy field on the left. Yes, is the way to Kedah. Saw nice scenery beside the highway, all the way up to toll although is dark. Another 2 more hours, which around 6am, we reached Bukit Kayu Hitam immigration centre to get our temporary visa. Family have a light breakfast, while I resting before the dawn. 

Aunt and mum enjoying coffee

The journey continues again around 8.30am to Malaysia Immigration Centre to get a chop, next to Thailand Immigration which is just nearby around 5 mins travel time.

ma chop..

 After getting the chop out and in to Thailand, first place we head to was the temple at 10am. The temple was located in rubber plantation area. Had taken  some pictures of the temple. Alot of statues, don't know how to explain why so many gods around. Anyway, I just know and knew that my God is Almighty God. He is only 1. Although 3 in 1. He is still 1. :D

After went to the temple, we only have chance to go for our breakfast. Everyone were complaining saying that they were hungry and talk about Thailand chicken is different from Malaysia chicken. It was an unexpected breakfast because when we were there, it only left 1 and half chicken to serve 44 person in the bus. According to the news we got, we are the last bus to arrived at the eating place. 

Sigh... All Aunties rushed like pasar just to get their food. It was not my style and I just wait till the last one. And what I got last was leftover and some pork legs full of fats. It reminded me of Edmund that he loves so much of the fats. Yucks!!! 
Then we complained to the tour leader about what had happened. What we get to know that he have the share as part of the shop owner there. What to do? Just bear with it.
We head to check up after that. The hotel it was Meridian hotel. According to mum, that was a cheap hotel and used as prostitution center. Well, everyone rushing again to get the room key. Only then I know, it was a not organized trip. U just can get any room as u like if u wanna change for it with the suitable amount of people. 

Family plan to go central @ pasar to buy stuff. It is a market but they don't sell meat and vegetables. It's more like our Chinatown. I been to this place before when I was young. I remembered while I was on the stairs walking up to second floor. The childhood memory was there as I was crying because I got lost there because of my naughtiness, running around while dad and mum were shopping last time..

Shop there and I bought 2 pairs of shoes, a pants and a handbag. Worth while. Slightly cheaper than Malaysia. Then went back to Hotel by riding Tut-Tut. The tut tut only cost 20 baht per person.

After that, had some rest in hotel. I fall asleep just in a minutes. Haha... Mum did mention I was quick. She did even offer me coffee to drink from aunt. Yea, a good refresh drink after I woke up by mum. I also knew I'm quite tired in this trip, because of traveling in bus.

Then around 3, everyone gathered again the go for the water pasar. Went there by bus. The business was done in a river, and we are to buy at the main. Watching and seeing those culture is fun. Bought some food, junk and some water longan. I bought a dress again. 
Heading back to hotel again by bus. This time, I have to stand because adding some people who didn't join in earlier but came by themselves. Quite tired and hot. 

The river market

Then after that, is our leisure time again.  Once again, family plan to go for walk and head to dinner. They know a place called MK for steamboat at Robinson Plaza. Clever them for a making nice choice. Good food and lasting for stomach. 

Steamboat for dinner...

Around 8pm, mum rushed us to take Tut-Tut back to hotel for our next show which is Aqua show. Lol. Actually I planned to watch Tiger show as well, due to not sufficient money after buying stuff for myself, I make a call off to that. The tour leader's son fetch us himself with car. Watching Aqua show with 3 lil girl. I'm the oldest among them. 

4 crazy girls (underage)

the first perfomance

sweet and gentle

flowery neon..

The show was really ridiculous. I couldn't stand watching some jokes and humor from it. But some of them are real sexy and really like a girl! I like one of them. After watching, meet up again with the tour leader's son to follow his car back. Had some chat with him. And I think is good if I could have them again to guide us if going to Hatyai again. And didn't get a chance to picture with the Aqua I like because of money again. 
Right after back to hotel, I was tired and having migraine through out the day, I thought to took a quick shower. Don't know is good or bad to me to have only cold shower. Couldn't find the switch for the hot bath. Shower with cold water to rest my heavy head and body. Real thank God after the shower, I'm much more better. But not that good to go for next session for massage. My massage plan failed. The girl suppose to come to room and do it, but my mum helped me to rejected her. And it makes a big frust to the tour leader tomorrow morning. The massager, complained to him. But I had a good sleep till the next morning but with my wet hair, which I leaned a side to let it dry. 
Till tomorrow, woke up around 7am+. Woke up, packed all stuff, getting ready and head back to KL.  Before head back, i went to 7-11 to check out some stuff I could bring back to KL. I saw Smirnoff! They have few choices. Wanted to take and pack back, but I am being stopped by the staffs, saying I could only buy in between 11-2pm, then 5-11 pm. What the hell!!! I should have buy it yesterday before went back to hotel. But never mind, I made my choice to take coke bottle. Still worried of going through Customs check. But don't care of it.
 
When in the bus while waiting for others, the local tour leader complained to us that he have to pay for our massage for rejecting them. He kept on mentioning of the room number to make me feel guilty, and is not only me alone who rejected the massage. Mum helped me most. She explained to him. Thanks to my mum. 
The leader bring us for breakfast. At least this time breakfast was good! Real good! Fill us again with good food. Not really delicious, but worth because is free. The whole table was loaded with BKT and dim sums. Yummy. They had smaller size of  dim sums compared to KL. Is much smoother and nice. The BKT was about the same with KL. yea, good food. 
After the breakfast, the tour leader saying a goodbye to us. Yup, is time to head back to KL. 

Went through Thailand immigration in Sadao this time. Not jam, smooth and fast. Got for chop, then next is Malaysia custom. Have to checked luggage. Safely bring the coke return without any straight checking.

Journey back to hometown after 2 days and 1 night stay at Hatyai. What a experienced to travel in  rush. 

Trip has not ended yet. 

Before heading back to KL, the tour leader brought us to Penang, to a pharmacy. Same pharmacy that I went before few years ago when I had a teacher's retreat to Penang cruise. Is a pharmacy where they sold, Vitamin C, Goat's vitamins, Ginseng's pills and etc. Nah... I'm boring and I didn't have the interest to listen to such talks over and over again. I plucked my earphone in my ears and sitting outside of the conference room to wait for all to come out. 

Is not only a bus of us are at this pharmacy. It was 15 buses that travel together to Hatyai that attended this Penang pharmacy. 

After this, they brought us to Ipoh. The time to reach Ipoh is already around 6pm. Wow.. Whole day spent in travel back from Sadao to Penang.

Reached in Ipoh, the tour leader has provided dinner for us. Good meal! Many dishes of food are prepared for our hungry stomach. We don't need to pay a single cents because is included in our fare that paid for this trip which only cost RM140! :P

good meal!

Then right after this meal, the leader brought us to across the road to buy Ipoh famous chicken that is Salted Chicken. 

Lastly, this is our stop of our 2 days and 2 nights. Heading back to KL and reached around 9pm. Quite late and there goes my 2 days and 2 nights rushing trip.

Never again, I will attend such rushing and long hours travel by bus to certain place. ...

Dreams

Everyone has their dreams and aspirations. Everyone knows how to dream—and wants to dream.

As a child, Aaron Hotchner loved to dream. It took him somewhere else—somewhere where he belonged.

His family wasn’t exactly like what most people thought it was. They thought his family had: pushy parents, an extremely well behaved son and another son which never behaved. They were half right. He did have pushy parents and a misbehaving brother. However, they failed to see that he had parents with overly high expectations—overly strong desires for their sons to be perfect.

His parents had many dreams for him. It was almost like he was simply a picture with ready made photo frames to go into. There were many frames: golden ones, silver ones, ones made of diamond or rubies. His parents forced him into the many frames. For example, Cambridge–the frame with rubies, Harvard-The frame with golden plating. But by now, Hotch is a broken picture—in the frame with sharp corners and a rusted front.

His parents had been angry—very angry. They would scold him, point out his faults and tie him down with weights. They told him over and over again: “A boy is not allowed to dream.” They told him: “Aaron be a man.” So Hotch tried. Oh yes he did! He wiped the subtle grin off his face (perhaps that would make him look manlier). He no longer wandered off into another world when he slept. He stayed in the same world where reality was all that mattered.

When he grew slightly older, he hid behind the family shed and stared at the clouds. Oh no—he wasn’t dreaming. He was imagining. He could see the shapes. He could feel them changing in his head.

Now, he worked hard. There was no dreams. No “I hope” (in front of his parents) because that would mean that he was dreaming.

Hotch knew better than anyone else “A boy is not allowed to dream.”

Yet, still, he dreams.

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Do you have a dream? Or has your dream been long shattered that you no longer dare to dream? Dreams play an important part in our lives. They motivate us to keep on moving forward. They uplift us with the hope that there will be a better tomorrow.

Remember the Bible character—Joseph the Dreamer? He dreamed a dream that his brothers and father did not believe. As a result, he was accused of being a liar. Yet, he carried on dreaming and believing.

Similarly, God has given each of us talents and gifts. Create a dream based on these God-given talents. Use them well. If you already have a dream and are raring to go, be patient and wait. Joseph’s received his dream at the age of seventeen, but he only got to live out his dream when he was approximately thirty-seven. He had a good twenty years of waiting and training. Hence, do not be discouraged when difficulties or barriers get in the way of you living out your dream. During Joseph’s twenty years of waiting, he was thrown into a pit, sold as a slave, became a prisoner, then worked in the palace as the decoder of Pharaoh’s dreams. These are necessary detours to prepare Joseph for what he was to become. On hindsight, Joseph said,

“You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good.
He brought me to this position so I could save the lives of many people”
(Genesis 50:20).

So, despite the many difficulties, keep your dreams alive and keep moving forward.
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I dream. N my dreams are big and strong. But my dreams are simple.
That is, create a family, God as a leader in family. Everyone love one another. Peace always in family. Successful job. Live in a dream house. And most of all, stay healthy and strong everyday.

Disappointment in getting a job

Mum has disappoint me in the job that I ought to take. At first, I thought this job 8-12am might start and by hopefully, I could earn some money for my studying and also for the things I wanna buy. But right now, I don’t think I can. Just because of her reason, that she can’t be home early by 7. She explained saying this is her working time. This and dat. It makes me frustrated!! Because I think, her reason is not reasonable. How could she still working when her working hour is over? And, before 6, why not she pack her stuff and leave at 6? Why must she wait till 6, only start to pack up?

What kind of bullshit it is? Just said it, if she doesn’t want me to work there!

I really hope to get a sum of money which can help in my own studies or in the things that I want to buy.

 

But now, it is all hopeless!!!

 

If God is good, let me find a job which suit my working hour and even a good income salary please…

>.< I’m really out of way. I don’t wish to be tempted.

CNY 2011

i indeed had a great Chinese New Year of makan…. with family.
It all started in reunion dinner on tuesday night in Tai Tong Restaurant, Cheras. The food there was expensive costs RM688 on 10 adults. That was real expensive. But is all paid by Uncle James (Ah Yee husband). He was kind.
And like traditions, all of them gave ang pow on the same day. Yeah.. First ang pow of the year was from them.

The first day of CNY, as usual, ah yee and mum head to Kuala Selangor to ah yee in-law place and left me alone at home.. :) Think back last year, it was together with valentine’s day. Fetching mum and sis to Sg Long early in the morning. Had breakfast O’ Town breakfast there. Big plate breakfast for me cause ordered extra. After breakfast, say bye to them… I realise that I should go home. I mean back to grandma’s house to look for grandma, and others. Though my heart say, I don’t wanna meet him. But I still go because of grandma and aunt is there.
Head back there, seeing grandma is still healthy. In house of course is better than hospital but still the host that put in her nose is still a pain for her. And i did some packing in the old room and realise, it was so dirty and it looks like a rubbish dump to me. :P Cleaned up some of my old stuff, throwing things, and even carry back the computer to my house to do reformat because of stupid validation on windows.
Then uncle asked me whether wanna go to 2nd aunt house and I say yes! Just to meet others family members. Yup.. I did had a great there to spend some time with them, lepaking, and even gambling there. Didn’t win money, but is fun to sit around the table and get closer with them.
Then I was all alone the whole evening, to fix computer, had some time to clean up house again. Then I was out again with friends for movie time. This time going for “I love Hong Kong”. A laughter movie. Sweet because there are lots of actor and actress.
Last but not least, today a simple day for me.. Woke up around 12, thanks to those fireworks that woke me. Then, clean up the house again.. Having time delay this and that, lasted for few hours and I’m at kupoh house to meet mum and sis. Then dinner at Goldenboat Restaurant, where the restaurant was opened by Aaron Chock’s dad.Saw his dad working in the restaurant.. So hardworking family. The food here is much more better than Tai Tong food. =)

Granny

today, it makes me feel like going back to the past. Where I think of my grandma, the way she nag me, scold, care, love, giving money, giving food, being independent, and the part telling stories to me. I actually felt quite sad and wanting to cry to see her lying on the bed, emotionless, and cant talk. She is like my source of encouragement  and strength. She really gave me a lot of courage to do things that I want. She is part of supportive.

I somehow remember how she ask me to go to hospital check up for the heart. She don’t even want to disturb the whole family members to accompany her to hospital by requiring people to fetch or dropping her off. She insisted me to go hospital with her alone, using public transport, and cab to reach to hospital. If i’m not mistaken that time I was not less than 15 years old. It was more than 10 years ago. And she probably aged 70++.. She is a good fight. (Yea, according to Suet Yin) How me and her waited in the hospital to take the number for check up. Sometimes, it might ended taking number in the morning but have to return back in the afternoon for it. How silly the hospital is. But grandma always waits patiently. Chatting with people around, with me and nurses, though her bahasa is not good. I still remember how pain she was when the doctor poke her finger or at the arm just to test blood. That time, I felt horrible and sympathy by having those pain. Even my heart was painful to see her being poke that way. But I did ask her, she just said, “is just for a moment.” How awesome is she…

I also remember how she used to told me stories about her own self when I was really young. She told about her life, her love with grandpa, her most golden time when she had a gold teeth. And she is so pretty when she was young.

For now, I only get to be back to visit her when she got sickness. I felt so terrible. But this is all I could do. I couldn’t go and face my idiotic father, who seems never appear before in hospital. Because I never heard his name once when Aunt Mei didn’t mention about his name. But I am just fine and I knew my 2 sis will go and visit her.

I guess, I should go early before dawn tomorrow just to see what I can do. and though is a rush for me, but nothing is much more rusher than my grandma.

confused heart

has receive news that grandma has admitted into hospital due to stroke. But I haven’t got time to visit her yet. Planning tomorrow if it might. But i guess, i couldn’t make it as well… Need to rush to MOE. SIgh…

But thank God that He knows I’m tired, mayb this is the time for me to rest at night. But I felt sorry because I can’t do my best to do all this for the sake of Aunt Connie. It might drag her time to late to submit the SPK update form. But I guess I will try to make my best to finish it up on time though is all typing. Will do my best.

And about grandma, I still dunno if it will be alright for me to go and see her. Sigh… Been praying hard and hoping she will get better. >< Crossing fingers….!!!

Maddy

lots of things had happen.

my temper is not getting good. I get frust easily…

Eg: a) My mum couldn’t come and pick me up on timing when I reach lrt and I have to wait for 5 more minutes whereby I had inform her earlier on to get her prepared.

b) My room light were good before I went out, and it got burst after when I’m back. It was my sis in my room playing with my comp dat time.

c) My lil sis using my laptop to play games online in FB. Which I couldn’t really tahan of she kept on asking me this… Which this is my personal comp. and I bought it myself. I wonder, if it get collapsed, who is gonna pay for me? Not my mum.. cause she is not involve in. But me? No way!!

d) After my lamp were spoilt, mum hired ppl to come and fixed it. That stupid fella dunno is a room or wat, trying to screw the light out and make my whole room dirty. Without asking for newspaper to cover all the dirt of whatsoever. Which make me clean up my room in the night after so tired whole day outing for GB, rushing for friends wedding. I wonder, did God hear me say in heart, that I want to change my bed sheet. =.=”

But I’m glad seeing Sarah’s wedding held on this day 16 oct. There was a story behind it. They were actually met 6 years before on this day. And A day before they met, Sarah pray for a guy who can take care of her. And it does happen. And she pray for someone like King David, the next day, a guy named David came. Haha…. Such a good God.

I wonder where is mine. :P Haha…

Wanting God to calm my heart so much. I know what I been thru and I need self control on me myself.

Tired……. ZZZzzzZZZzzz…………..

Memoires of Grandpa

Yes, I’m happy and be graceful enough to watch something that makes my family proud. And is Ip Man. Originally guy from Foshan who knows Wing Chun Kung fu.

Why i said, makes my family proud? It is because I remember what my mum told me that my grandpa, (means my mother’s dad) knows Wing Chun.

And to come and realize it when I’m young, I still remember, he worked as a Chinese Meds Therapy doctor. As a Chinese doctor that time, it was an awesome job. But come to think more of it, I still remember his house, there is a big punch bag hanging right after the middle hall way. And there is a wood block which Ip Man has it used it to practice hand hitting. Hahaha… been trying to hit that wood block before, i still remember, it really made of heavy wood that could injured hands if doesn’t even know how to use it. Even so… I also did remember, grandpa did also practice his martial art there. Teaching his son(my uncle), basic steps in “Chat Ma”.

Yea…  that makes my family proud. I’m so proud to have him as my grandpa. And i remember, how he love me and my sisters. We were so close together. His name is Wan Siu Loon. A unique name for such a “great” grandpa.

 

I Love You.

 

The bear cost RM60 and the love cost RM10.

( handmade bear )

lonely…..

my mum as declared that she wont be at home during Chinese New Year. Well, is a normal for her that she won’t be around. But this is something different for me this year. As first year, and nearly 1 year staying with her, my first CNY with my mother side.

Guess what?. So which mean, i have a lonely CNY this year onwards??? Em… Not sure of my future life in CNY with mum’s side. But this year probably, i will spend my CNY in church. Since is a Sunday, i guess I’m going for church service, which not much people will be attending. Some more is a combined service. Then after service, i guess i will be hanging my time out at home. Watch tv? Movies in shopping centre alone? Or…. dunno… Work? (Where got work for me le, unless I spend my time to do early preparation for exam)

Aiks…

I don’t really wan to go back to my father’s family this year. As i really can’t accept the fact that old memories came back to me. And adding new problems out in “his” family.

 Reasons : still can’t accept this kinda father.

Oh well.. I guess this lonely CNY will be over soon. Or maybe hang out with friends at night time? :)

 

Waiting anxiously this march holiday!!! Here I come Scuba!

Sick

Lol.. Couldn't believe it that my mum n lil sis is sick at home. What a day for them.

Sis start to sick from tues onwards till today and mum just get started by yesterday... Can really see that mum is not feeling right when she wore her pyjamas and lying on sofa without any sounds.

Oh well, i have to be strong to take care for both of them. As they really need someone who can pack food or in medicine wise. (Which i already did)  :)